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princess

Virgie, KY

#1 Feb 23, 2013
First off, yes i still love you. more than anything in this world. still, i dont think that will ever change. those feelings don't just go away, and everybody keeps telling me time heals all...time will not heal this pain. I miss you, but i know that we can't be together. As for your forgiveness, i DO forgive you on some things. Some things i'm working on forgiving, and some things i don't know if i can or not. But most of the really bad, i'll never forget. You've scarred me. But now that we're apart all i think about is the good. When we first got together, how much fun we had. we were amazing together and i don't know what happened. i don't know what i did so wrong. when we got back together, at first, again it was perfect. I wanted to marry you. You are the first thing i think about when i wake up, and the last thing before i go to sleep. you're first roadie haha, the LAKE, oh my god. I'll never forget the lake incident as long as i live. That's the kind of stuff i think about. I read one thing on topix that broke my heart....when u talked about my dad. how you told somebody to 'glorify' him, i cried for hours over that. but no matter what we have went through, i do love you more than anything. we are both seeing other people now, but i can't stop comparing him to you. when i'm with him it's just not the same. we had this passion that i don't think i will ever have again. i have never felt that way about anybody in my life. we fell hard and fast for eachother. I talked to my therapist for 2 hours today about you. today has been a rough one. But u said when you are with your girl, u think about me. when i'm with that guy, all i do is think about you. there isn't anything i can do to make you get out of my heart. i gave it to you and i never got it back. im not trying to get you back, i know we cant be together, but i still love you. i just had to get that out there. one more thing, everynight i think about the way you would kiss me on my cheek or my forhead. it gave me goosebumps every time. every time you kissed me or even touched me. i hope we both have that again someday. you may already have that. i don't. but i just want you to be happy, i really do. whatever you choose to do in your life, i wish you nothing but the best. I know you are working on yourself with your therapist, as am i. just keep going to see your doctor and do whatever you got to do to be happy. you are the love of my life.
heather :)

Loveland, OH

#2 Feb 24, 2013
princess wrote:
First off, yes i still love you. more than anything in this world. still, i dont think that will ever change. those feelings don't just go away, and everybody keeps telling me time heals all...time will not heal this pain. I miss you, but i know that we can't be together. As for your forgiveness, i DO forgive you on some things. Some things i'm working on forgiving, and some things i don't know if i can or not. But most of the really bad, i'll never forget. You've scarred me. But now that we're apart all i think about is the good. When we first got together, how much fun we had. we were amazing together and i don't know what happened. i don't know what i did so wrong. when we got back together, at first, again it was perfect. I wanted to marry you. You are the first thing i think about when i wake up, and the last thing before i go to sleep. you're first roadie haha, the LAKE, oh my god. I'll never forget the lake incident as long as i live. That's the kind of stuff i think about. I read one thing on topix that broke my heart....when u talked about my dad. how you told somebody to 'glorify' him, i cried for hours over that. but no matter what we have went through, i do love you more than anything. we are both seeing other people now, but i can't stop comparing him to you. when i'm with him it's just not the same. we had this passion that i don't think i will ever have again. i have never felt that way about anybody in my life. we fell hard and fast for eachother. I talked to my therapist for 2 hours today about you. today has been a rough one. But u said when you are with your girl, u think about me. when i'm with that guy, all i do is think about you. there isn't anything i can do to make you get out of my heart. i gave it to you and i never got it back. im not trying to get you back, i know we cant be together, but i still love you. i just had to get that out there. one more thing, everynight i think about the way you would kiss me on my cheek or my forhead. it gave me goosebumps every time. every time you kissed me or even touched me. i hope we both have that again someday. you may already have that. i don't. but i just want you to be happy, i really do. whatever you choose to do in your life, i wish you nothing but the best. I know you are working on yourself with your therapist, as am i. just keep going to see your doctor and do whatever you got to do to be happy. you are the love of my life.
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i know

Bellevue, WA

#3 Feb 24, 2013
Why are you doing this too me.I made that mistake and i swore on my soul that with you being preganant i would never do that again and i complained about things and i was right you know that it killed me when i saw you hiding behind work with that guy and he laughed if it was so bad why did you stay so long that was the last incident if you truly loved me you would have stayed.I never laid a hand on you after that car incident and i know i scared you when i threw the broom but god i needed you so bad to be here to listen i cried and begged you so ,many times 2 listen.You didnt have to leave i would never have touched you again you know i could have pulled into the gas station the day you left i let you go i didnt want to fight i wanted someone to be my partner i begged you all the time i will always love you but you destroyed me as well.I loved you and you and i both made mistakes.we should have talked
i know

Bellevue, WA

#4 Feb 24, 2013
I would sell my soul if i could get you out of my heart.I loved you so much and you were selfish and that was from the start and i pushed you away from the start.You know that i will never let anyone that close again look how hard you tried .And i dont know why you left i really dont i know we were falling apart emotionally but why didnt we talk heck i didnt even want to sleep n bed i though sex would hurt baby maybe i should have told you but.I have so many questions and no awnsers.I like my new girl she is a friend thats what i needed with you because the sex was fine who else can make you have 17 orgasms in 2 days oh wait that was my count i know yours was more.No one will ever take your place..But you left not me.If u want to talk to me call me i dont wana talk on here anymore.u can get my number ask your childhood friend this could be anyone.
whyasknow

Bellevue, WA

#5 Feb 24, 2013
really why ask now?
princess

Bellevue, WA

#6 Feb 26, 2013
i know wrote:
I would sell my soul if i could get you out of my heart.I loved you so much and you were selfish and that was from the start and i pushed you away from the start.You know that i will never let anyone that close again look how hard you tried .And i dont know why you left i really dont i know we were falling apart emotionally but why didnt we talk heck i didnt even want to sleep n bed i though sex would hurt baby maybe i should have told you but.I have so many questions and no awnsers.I like my new girl she is a friend thats what i needed with you because the sex was fine who else can make you have 17 orgasms in 2 days oh wait that was my count i know yours was more.No one will ever take your place..But you left not me.If u want to talk to me call me i dont wana talk on here anymore.u can get my number ask your childhood friend this could be anyone.
it was the way you talked to me beautiful, tellin me i was wrthlss and useless. im not going to type a lt bc i tred earlier and it wouldnt lt me. i will get your number and call, and id do anything to get u out of my heart, but its yours, u know that
princess

Bellevue, WA

#7 Feb 26, 2013
and i was there for u, i just didnt look at u when u would scream at me. and i do love u ljh, more than anything. im glad u got a girl, ive got a guy, but i keep comparing u two, hes very good to me, kinda like u in the beginning. but he doesnt come close. you have my heart, period. if i call you do u swear to not start a fight? i just want to hear your voice. we are toxic together, we both know that, but youve got a hold on me i cant explain. fuckin love i guess, but its more than that
love

Cincinnati, OH

#8 Feb 27, 2013
love is blind
what

Bellevue, WA

#9 Feb 27, 2013
The only way you was there for me is if i wanted to get a pill for us.I begged you to listen to me i asked a million times as for the fighting im getting over you and im getting bk to normal if you want to call thats up to you but if your not an adult when you call i will hang up and change my number for a 3rd time.I want to know about the baby.I dont want the love word said or i will hang up.I just want a few awnsers my girl gets out of jail in the morning if you wana call thats up 2 you but no more than once.If u wana get along with a man listen 2 him and for god sake clean up around the house if you had done those 2 things with us sober we would have been fine.Dont play games when you call.or i will hang up be an adult.
what

Bellevue, WA

#10 Feb 27, 2013
On second thought no i dont want you to call.You are not the kind of woman i want.I just now started getting over you i will always remember you but you are selfish and inconsiderate i deserve a woman that loves me more than herself or at least one that can focus on me while i need to talk i do kinda want 2 talk but i dont think its a good choice for me i put you 1st alot u know that im putting me 1st now.goodbye
princess

Bellevue, WA

#12 Feb 27, 2013
youre right, i wont call. goodbye, you will always be the love of my life
Truth

Bellevue, WA

#13 Feb 28, 2013
princess wrote:
youre right, i wont call. goodbye, you will always be the love of my life
I know what your going through trust me i know.But you have too be strong and get on track i want you to be happy but you have to find out what you need to make you happy its impossible for us to be togather you made that if it wasnt the situation i would talk to you.But cheer up and be yourself again.With a few minor adjustments.Please get happy.
nothim

Bellevue, WA

#14 Feb 28, 2013
princess wrote:
and i was there for u, i just didnt look at u when u would scream at me. and i do love u ljh, more than anything. im glad u got a girl, ive got a guy, but i keep comparing u two, hes very good to me, kinda like u in the beginning. but he doesnt come close. you have my heart, period. if i call you do u swear to not start a fight? i just want to hear your voice. we are toxic together, we both know that, but youve got a hold on me i cant explain. fuckin love i guess, but its more than that
Sorry im a relative its not him you been talkin to i thought i was helpin i see how bad you look on your profile and i said no full names so you have some privacy.if you really want him to know tell him.I have sent fake email to him from u.i thought it would help you.
nothim

Bellevue, WA

#15 Feb 28, 2013
To stayz away fron each other.I went off things you have told me.
princess

Bellevue, WA

#16 Mar 2, 2013
Truth wrote:
<quoted text>I know what your going through trust me i know.But you have too be strong and get on track i want you to be happy but you have to find out what you need to make you happy its impossible for us to be togather you made that if it wasnt the situation i would talk to you.But cheer up and be yourself again.With a few minor adjustments.Please get happy.
whats the deal with somebody saying they sent u a fake email pretending to be me?? anyway, im having a really hard time about the baby. If U WANT to, get my num off your sis. call me private so u dont have to worry about any bullshit. if it goes to voicemail call again, just means i dont have good service. i dont even know if your even reading these. but if u want to u r welcome to call
what

Bellevue, WA

#17 Mar 3, 2013
princess wrote:
<quoted text> whats the deal with somebody saying they sent u a fake email pretending to be me?? anyway, im having a really hard time about the baby. If U WANT to, get my num off your sis. call me private so u dont have to worry about any bullshit. if it goes to voicemail call again, just means i dont have good service. i dont even know if your even reading these. but if u want to u r welcome to call
From what i have been told you both are having a rough time but he wont call he will get in trouble.He cant trust you.If you call its a different story all togather.
babydaddy

Bellevue, WA

#18 Mar 3, 2013
princess wrote:
<quoted text> whats the deal with somebody saying they sent u a fake email pretending to be me?? anyway, im having a really hard time about the baby. If U WANT to, get my num off your sis. call me private so u dont have to worry about any bullshit. if it goes to voicemail call again, just means i dont have good service. i dont even know if your even reading these. but if u want to u r welcome to call
I have thought about this i wont call you but if you want my number ask my mother i told her to give it to you.
princess

Bellevue, WA

#19 Mar 3, 2013
babydaddy wrote:
<quoted text>I have thought about this i wont call you but if you want my number ask my mother i told her to give it to you.
ok, i'll call her tomorrow and get it. i sent her a text late last night but she didnt text me back. i was having a really hard time yesterday over our baby and shes the only one i can really talk to. but i will be calling you. there are a few songs i want you to hear. that taylor swift song lol no im jokng, remember that? haha no but seriously i want you to hear a few. and no hjl, not just read the lyrics like you do, actually LISTEN! But i willl call you monday or tuesday
baby daddy

Bellevue, WA

#20 Mar 3, 2013
princess wrote:
<quoted text>ok, i'll call her tomorrow and get it. i sent her a text late last night but she didnt text me back. i was having a really hard time yesterday over our baby and shes the only one i can really talk to. but i will be calling you. there are a few songs i want you to hear. that taylor swift song lol no im jokng, remember that? haha no but seriously i want you to hear a few. and no hjl, not just read the lyrics like you do, actually LISTEN! But i willl call you monday or tuesday
I have been waiting i would like to talk to you about a few things.Im glad you are doin better.Its hard i know.ttyl
princess

Bellevue, WA

#21 Mar 4, 2013
im calling her now

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