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jc himself

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Feb 14, 2013
 

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So many ppl are quick 2 judge but dont know the half of it..Dont understand how we really had 2 live..I learned from all my mistakes,didnt have a dad in my life 2 tell me what a boy is suppose 2 act like..And didnt have a mother who cared..So when your young all you can think about is how you can get away with everything all the other kids cant do not knowing it would only hurt you in the long run..I had a head start in the drug life be4 I was a teenager..Seen nothing wrong with a lot of it..Thought it was normal from what ive always seen..But as 4 being ruthless or as much as a murderer?That was not what I was raised around nor who I was involved with..We all had hearts jus knew how 2 protect ourselves and each other because we all knew each other and loved like brothers..That dude was gonna shoot me I had no choice..As 4 a drive by I was in the country and shot 1 time out the window and there jus happened 2 be ppl close..I jus wanted 2 see what it was like 2 shoot..Young and dumb and curious
jc himself

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So as for the family of justin bentley im deeply sorry for how things ended up.never in my life did I imagine anything like that happening..If I knew him and knew he was not the kind of person I anticipated maybe things would have ended differently but in my heart from where I was standing in the shape I was in I felt I did what I had 2 do 2 stay alive..It even hurts me that hes gone because I know there is no bringing him back, 4 as much as I wish I could..But wether or not I find my way out of here please find it in your heart 2 4give me..Especially you hope,please believe me when I say im really not that kind of person they portrayed me 2 be in that courtroom..I never meant 2 take your son away..I jus ran not knowing where he was shot or how bad he was heart..I ran because I didnt know if what I did was the wrong or right thing..I didnt know he was gone until I seen my mother crying herself in front of the news no tv..She didnt know but a mother knows..It hurts, it all really hurts..I jus wish I could make everything better
jc himself

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2 every1 that knows the real me and he who has been there from go I appreciate your support..And 4 every1 that knows the real story or has anything 2 help my situation please do whats real and step up..Im an innocent man waisting away in this hell hole and dont deserve 2 spend the rest of my life here..I shot a man with a gun that was coming in my direction..Guns only serve so many purposes so his intention was not 2 make friendly conversation..Not 2 mention I apologised in attempt 2 defuse the situation once already be4 I took it 2 the next level..I fought once already and with a broken hand I couldnt again..And 4 the record I was not on wet,jus started drinking 4 the night
jc lil brother

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Aug 6, 2013
 
i beleive you brother...we all no it was self defence and for the record my mom wasnt with jeremy when he got pulled over in gainsville...
jc lil brother

Weatherford, TX

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and justin bentley read a verse out of the bible and got his sisters 45. and went back for my brother...GET IT RIGHT GUYS.... MY BROTHERS NOT A MURDERER...(SELF DEFENSE)!!!
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#70
Aug 6, 2013
 
Nearby Neighbor - I'd like to get a look at that video. I may have means and access to get authorities to take a 2nd look at Jeremy's case. I'll need your help, though. Are you willing to help?
Same question goes to you, Silent Witness and Chris
jc mother

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it has been 7 yrs. and is the first time ive seen this.jeremy will come home this i fill in my heart. i and mrs. bentley hugged and both said we knew thatr nighjt5 it could of been either one of our boys. jeremy had a daughter to come home to. he had surgrey on his hand and wasnt there to fight but bentley was. in court his own sister said bentley came in her apt. nerveous read a verse out of the bible got her boyfriends gun and then walked out. where did he go'he went back to jeremy. my son is not stupid he came back to do something.i thank god every day jeremy did what he had to do to stay alive.then jeremy just had alittle girl' now he has a son and a fmily that loves him.we will never give up.and for the record it was rhonda hatfield that took my son scross stateline with meth. as for this silent wittness do the right thing and come forward and tell the truth.the truth will set you free.there was also a natalie abraham that also knows my son acted in self defense please come forward help-d and do the right thing. as for del city police your a joke.......we tried to talk to yall no one care you just wanted jeremy off the streets.he was just a teenager what about officer slaten you left your wife 2 or 3 kids to be with a young girl my daughter hung out with she was a young girl wheres the justice in that.our family will bring jc back and to the family of justin we as well as jeremy is sorry as for as our justice system well i dont have to tell you it sucks big time....
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Danny Rose

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Aug 18, 2013
 
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<quoted text>I understand your rage trust me I do.. Ive had many friends taken be4 their time but that was jus a messed up situation..Like you dont know me I dont know you so we can only speak our opinions and what we feel in our hearts..But I NEVER wanted 2 do that and that's why that was the last resort..Im deeply sorry 4 your loss in a friend but there was no way of knowing what all could have happened in which is why it turned out the way it did
I wrote that years ago. Im still in touch with his family and visited his grave for the first time years ago. I now have a daughter and another on the way. Ive more or less came to terms but man do I wish I could call him like I used to every day or that he could of met my daughter. 2 lifes taken over stupidity is just so wasteful
jc himself

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Danny Rose wrote:
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I wrote that years ago. Im still in touch with his family and visited his grave for the first time years ago. I now have a daughter and another on the way. Ive more or less came to terms but man do I wish I could call him like I used to every day or that he could of met my daughter. 2 lifes taken over stupidity is just so wasteful
trust me I know the feeling..I dont even know him and I think about him all the time..I know its hard 2 see it from my point of view because he was your friend but im not that kind of person at all..It was a jacked up ordeal..I cried 4 weeks after seeing his mom cry in the court room like she did..Because I couldnt imagine losing a family member much less my child..Its a messed up feeling and I will hurt 4 the rest of my life..I lost my whole family behind this..But yeah I jus wanted 2 express 2 you and his family my deepest apologies because unlike alot of ppl in here I do have a heart tied 2 nothing but feelings and not a day goes by I aint feeling them..I hope and pray every1 that had hard feelings towards me finds it in their heart 2 4give me I really do
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COME ON PEOPLE
YOU ARE ALL A JOKE. ESPECIALLY THE PEOPLE WHO KILLED SOMEONE AND SAY,:OH I'M SORRY" YOU SHOULD BE SORRY.
GET ON YOUR KNEES AND PRAY. ALL OF YOU
Danny Rose

Council Bluffs, IA

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Dec 17, 2013
 
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<quoted text>trust me I know the feeling..I dont even know him and I think about him all the time..I know its hard 2 see it from my point of view because he was your friend but im not that kind of person at all..It was a jacked up ordeal..I cried 4 weeks after seeing his mom cry in the court room like she did..Because I couldnt imagine losing a family member much less my child..Its a messed up feeling and I will hurt 4 the rest of my life..I lost my whole family behind this..But yeah I jus wanted 2 express 2 you and his family my deepest apologies because unlike alot of ppl in here I do have a heart tied 2 nothing but feelings and not a day goes by I aint feeling them..I hope and pray every1 that had hard feelings towards me finds it in their heart 2 4give me I really do
I forgive you but will never forget. Justin was the type of person he would of told me and wanted me to forgive. Ive been in jail too and trust me while your in there its easy to ask for forgiveness and say your sorrys because you dont have a whole lot else to think about or do. Once time is done all that front gets pushed aside and quick to go back to old ways. I did it a few times and then some. I was the most religious person...in jail. Stop dragging in the past and start looking ahead. Nothing can be done with whats been done. All the apologies and promises and prayers dont mean anything for today and tomorrow. Actions speak louder then words. Maybe write his mother or sister a letter, after all at least to me you are the closest thing ill ever have next to him. Reach out to misguided people maybe you can prevent another circumstance such as this. Write a book. Anything. Life for you isnt as promising as it once was but that doesnt mean you cant reach out and touch other peoples lifes even if its only 1. Youve taken a life therefore you owe a life. Id be trying full heartedly to be able to say ive changed a life.
Justins Mom

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So as for the family of justin bentley im deeply sorry for how things ended up.never in my life did I imagine anything like that happening..If I knew him and knew he was not the kind of person I anticipated maybe things would have ended differently but in my heart from where I was standing in the shape I was in I felt I did what I had 2 do 2 stay alive..It even hurts me that hes gone because I know there is no bringing him back, 4 as much as I wish I could..But wether or not I find my way out of here please find it in your heart 2 4give me..Especially you hope,please believe me when I say im really not that kind of person they portrayed me 2 be in that courtroom..I never meant 2 take your son away..I jus ran not knowing where he was shot or how bad he was heart..I ran because I didnt know if what I did was the wrong or right thing..I didnt know he was gone until I seen my mother crying herself in front of the news no tv..She didnt know but a mother knows..It hurts, it all really hurts..I jus wish I could make everything better
Jeremy, it does my heart good to read your apology but the sincerity of a man's words are ALWAYS measured in his actions. You say you're sorry but then you follow it with "I don't deserve this". You Do. If you are truly sorry, you would accept the consequences of your actions. Like you said, you chose to take it to another level. That decision sealed your fate. You are allowing your "supporters" to believe a lie. They think my son had a gun pointed at you but you testified in court that you thought you saw a gun in his waistband (which was proven to be a lie). A sincere person would clean up behind himself. Your "supporters" said my son went inside, read the bible and grabbed the gun and left. It's funny how they "know" things that even my daughter, who was in the house, didn't even know. INCREDIBLE! While my son was indeed carrying a concealed weapon deep in his coat pocket,(so deep that the officer testified he had trouble removing it) there was no visible threat that required you pulling out a gun and shooting. Even your own friends were shocked at your decision to "take it to another level". Why would they be shocked if the situation really called for that? As you said you are not the person they portrayed you to be, neither was my son nor my family the persons your "supporters" portray us to be. "Lowlives" is so completely far from who we are. We are an educated, military, christian family who lived as quiet and peaceably as possible but trouble found us nonetheless. If you are sincere, set the record and your "supporters" straight, and don't allow this bashing of my son and family to continue. There's nothing to be gained from a half truth because a half truth is also a half lie. Only complete honesty is rewarded with the favor of man and most importantly, the favor of God.
As a side note, you cried for 4 weeks; I still cry to this day. However, I still don't hate you and never have. To spend time hating you would require turning my focus from my son to you. You have taken enough from me. I won't give you that, too. Neither do I feel sorry for you, and you should stop feeling sorry for yourself. Instead, thank God for life and the opportunity to become a better person than your upbringing dictates.
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Dec 28, 2013
 
I cant believe people are still talking about all this ish years later. Move on. Trust me everyone who was not directly involved or effected has.
Danny Rose

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Dec 28, 2013
 
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I cant believe people are still talking about all this ish years later. Move on. Trust me everyone who was not directly involved or effected has.
Of course they have. The people still talking either were directly involved or effected by it.
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Jeremy, it does my heart good to read your apology but the sincerity of a man's words are ALWAYS measured in his actions. You say you're sorry but then you follow it with "I don't deserve this". You Do. If you are truly sorry, you would accept the consequences of your actions. Like you said, you chose to take it to another level. That decision sealed your fate. You are allowing your "supporters" to believe a lie. They think my son had a gun pointed at you but you testified in court that you thought you saw a gun in his waistband (which was proven to be a lie). A sincere person would clean up behind himself. Your "supporters" said my son went inside, read the bible and grabbed the gun and left. It's funny how they "know" things that even my daughter, who was in the house, didn't even know. INCREDIBLE! While my son was indeed carrying a concealed weapon deep in his coat pocket,(so deep that the officer testified he had trouble removing it) there was no visible threat that required you pulling out a gun and shooting. Even your own friends were shocked at your decision to "take it to another level". Why would they be shocked if the situation really called for that? As you said you are not the person they portrayed you to be, neither was my son nor my family the persons your "supporters" portray us to be. "Lowlives" is so completely far from who we are. We are an educated, military, christian family who lived as quiet and peaceably as possible but trouble found us nonetheless. If you are sincere, set the record and your "supporters" straight, and don't allow this bashing of my son and family to continue. There's nothing to be gained from a half truth because a half truth is also a half lie. Only complete honesty is rewarded with the favor of man and most importantly, the favor of God.
As a side note, you cried for 4 weeks; I still cry to this day. However, I still don't hate you and never have. To spend time hating you would require turning my focus from my son to you. You have taken enough from me. I won't give you that, too. Neither do I feel sorry for you, and you should stop feeling sorry for yourself. Instead, thank God for life and the opportunity to become a better person than your upbringing dictates.
AMEN TO WHAT YOU SAID.......JC it is time to be honest and truthful.
jc himself

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Apr 14, 2014
 
I try to be as honest as I can and want the truth just as much as anyone.but from the night being intoxicated,to the dreams,from different statements,to what the lawyers were telling me to say its hard to tell what's real and what's not..I'm not just coming up with all this to make me look any better or to sound good I'm trying to make sense of it like everyone else..I know I don't just deserve to up and walk away but I know me and murder is not in my character..I am not that kind of person I'm telling you..I just messed up,but 35 years in prison? Its not going to make me any better of a person if anything only worse..I don't feel sorry for myself at all..but it did damage me as well..I live with the guilt everyday and hurt too
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Apr 14, 2014
 
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I try to be as honest as I can and want the truth just as much as anyone.but from the night being intoxicated,to the dreams,from different statements,to what the lawyers were telling me to say its hard to tell what's real and what's not..I'm not just coming up with all this to make me look any better or to sound good I'm trying to make sense of it like everyone else..I know I don't just deserve to up and walk away but I know me and murder is not in my character..I am not that kind of person I'm telling you..I just messed up,but 35 years in prison? Its not going to make me any better of a person if anything only worse..I don't feel sorry for myself at all..but it did damage me as well..I live with the guilt everyday and hurt too
Prison will only make you worse if you let it. Being better than your surroundings doesnt just happen. It takes work and determination. Just like I have to live with the hand I've been dealt so do you. With that being our reality, we make the best of a bad situation. We live with our eyes wide open looking for the silver lining behind every dark cloud. Its possible to shine in darkness. I do it everyday.
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Apr 14, 2014
 
As far as down talking you,Justin,or your family I have no reason nor does anybody else and I honestly don't believe thats anyone in my familys intention..they just try to fight for me as you did and would for yours..I know you don't want to see me free and I don't blame you..but for me and my kids I have to fight to get back home..until then I will take this time to make what I can right and. Better myself for as much as this place will allow..I'm not super religious but I do believe in god and pray everyday I just don't throw it around like I'm hiding behind it..but I do pray,for you mostly..I got 2 kids and I think of the feeling of losing 1 and instantly feel low of the lowest..I truly am sorry from the bottom of my heart sorry for the pain I caused you and your family..please know that if I could I would take it back..I'd rather it been me
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Apr 14, 2014
 
I've thought about what danny said about changing lives and have had the thought for some years and in every way every chance I will make a difference in a young persons life..I think I would be able to get thru to the hard headed boys that lived the street life like me and get them headed into the right direction..
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Apr 14, 2014
 
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I've thought about what danny said about changing lives and have had the thought for some years and in every way every chance I will make a difference in a young persons life..I think I would be able to get thru to the hard headed boys that lived the street life like me and get them headed into the right direction..
Danny gave you excellent advice. Its the only way to make good come out of this horrible situation. Be that person for someone else that you needed seven years ago. It wont bring my baby back but it could save someone elses. Maybe even your own.

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