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sass1234

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Dec 29, 2013
 
OK. My boyfriend and I have been together two years now. I am 31 he is 22. We have known each other for years cuz he was best friends with my little cousin growing up. He and I both have had run ins with the law mostly because of drugs. When we first started dating he was on house arrest and I was gonna let him screw a friend of mine because he was horny. Anyway him and I hooked up instead once I realized how well endowed he was. Our relationship has been good...we have both struggled with drugs. At the beginning was normal...but pills turned us to methadone clinic. It was great but we got kicked out for cocaine. Meanwhile he pissed dirty for probation. I am an addict too and he gets out of jail in a week. I'm worrying he may break up with me. I don't know. He is still doing some heroin and pills in jail. And I am still doing everything too. I want to get back on methadone so when he gets out I won't have to get any pills or dope and tempt him to use. He is starting drug court. If he screws up he will get five years. He told me today he wrote me a letter but wants to be there when I read it. He gets out of jail in a week. He says its not bad....but he seems distant and has made comments about leaving state and starting over. I have a five year old son. I desperately want to get clean again. Him and I have mostly done drugs our entire relationship. I don't know if it will work. I love him very much. I am just Wonder ring why he wants to read the letter in front of me. A part of me knows we should separate so we can get clean and not feed off each other...but I don't want to lose him. And I wondered if anyone knows if I can get back in to rpmc or fccr...after being kicked out and what process is. Methadone kicked my drug habit....somewhat...before.

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Dec 29, 2013
 
sass1234 wrote:
OK. My boyfriend and I have been together two years now. I am 31 he is 22. We have known each other for years cuz he was best friends with my little cousin growing up. He and I both have had run ins with the law mostly because of drugs. When we first started dating he was on house arrest and I was gonna let him screw a friend of mine because he was horny. Anyway him and I hooked up instead once I realized how well endowed he was. Our relationship has been good...we have both struggled with drugs. At the beginning was normal...but pills turned us to methadone clinic. It was great but we got kicked out for cocaine. Meanwhile he pissed dirty for probation. I am an addict too and he gets out of jail in a week. I'm worrying he may break up with me. I don't know. He is still doing some heroin and pills in jail. And I am still doing everything too. I want to get back on methadone so when he gets out I won't have to get any pills or dope and tempt him to use. He is starting drug court. If he screws up he will get five years. He told me today he wrote me a letter but wants to be there when I read it. He gets out of jail in a week. He says its not bad....but he seems distant and has made comments about leaving state and starting over. I have a five year old son. I desperately want to get clean again. Him and I have mostly done drugs our entire relationship. I don't know if it will work. I love him very much. I am just Wonder ring why he wants to read the letter in front of me. A part of me knows we should separate so we can get clean and not feed off each other...but I don't want to lose him. And I wondered if anyone knows if I can get back in to rpmc or fccr...after being kicked out and what process is. Methadone kicked my drug habit....somewhat...before.
DITCH the DUDE..Give your Child to your parents to raise.UNTIL You get CLEAN!! And Get your LIFE back on Track.. AND STAY AWAY from DRUGS..FOREVER..they are a DOWNER!!
sass1234

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Dec 29, 2013
 
Easier said then done. I got hooked on pain meds after a back surgery. I wanted to know if anyone has personal experience of getting terminated out of a methadone clinic in area and how to get back in. I do not want to be a drug addict. But my body cannot function now without. If it were that simple I would of done it. I love my son more then anything in the world...and want to be able to be a mom again without taking pills or anything else. My family is great and always around. He is a happy child and I need resources to get back on track. I want my boyfriend and I and my son to be a normal functional family.

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Dec 30, 2013
 
sass1234 wrote:
Easier said then done. I got hooked on pain meds after a back surgery. I wanted to know if anyone has personal experience of getting terminated out of a methadone clinic in area and how to get back in. I do not want to be a drug addict. But my body cannot function now without. If it were that simple I would of done it. I love my son more then anything in the world...and want to be able to be a mom again without taking pills or anything else. My family is great and always around. He is a happy child and I need resources to get back on track. I want my boyfriend and I and my son to be a normal functional family.
Chick..NO FAMILY is NORMAL!! Am sure YOU will be on Pain Meds to the rest of your Life..YOU should just take them..WHEN you absolutely CANNOT stand the pain. YOUR guy..HAS to remain CLEAN in order for you to be able to have a DECENT relationship!! Your Child's Safety should be TOP PRIORITY!! GOOD LUCK!!
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Dec 31, 2013
 

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Too late...you f'd up your life, all over a big Cok. Good luck.
Jim

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Dec 31, 2013
 
Sass, If your going to get on methadone you might as well heep doing heroine and oxys. Its really no difference. If you want to get clean and not get high any more get on suboxone or subutex. There is absolutely no high from it but it completely takes your withdraws away. Also you get the prescription for the entire month and do not have to goto a clinic every day. You goto the dr once a month.
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Dec 31, 2013
 
I'm speaking form experience. I was on it for 2 years and have been off for a year and a half. They ween you down. Methadone clinics don't want you to get clean they want to continue to get your money.
sass1234

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Jan 3, 2014
 
Can you give me a doctor in Richmond area for subutex? I really want to get my life back together.
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Jan 3, 2014
 
Goto Suboxone.com there is a search on there. You have to pay a few hundred dollars for first visit and they don't take insurance for this cash only. Then it's 100 a visit. Walgreens sells the pillls for 21 each if you don't have insurance. But a place in Hopewell called Home Town drug they sell them for 2 dollars and some change without insurance. Not saying you do not have insurance just telling you incase you don't
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Jan 3, 2014
 
Sorry to be so blunt, Sass, but your entire story is shouting "Jerry Springer." It's either B.S. or you are the most screwed up person I have heard of in a long time. Best thing you could do is to give custody of your child to someone who is not messed up. You gave your child life but someone else needs to give him a life.
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Jan 3, 2014
 
Suzy Q wrote:
Sorry to be so blunt, Sass, but your entire story is shouting "Jerry Springer." It's either B.S. or you are the most screwed up person I have heard of in a long time. Best thing you could do is to give custody of your child to someone who is not messed up. You gave your child life but someone else needs to give him a life.
My son is great...he loves me more then anything. T
I have not been using his whole life and when I did drugs he was with his father. My grandmother lives with my sons father too and my aunt and uncle lives two doors down. My family is great. Until you know someone or experience my life personally you don't have to judge me. I asked for advice not for your stuck up opinion about me Suzy q. Get back on the school bus with your Justin beiber t shirt on and when you actually experience the real world..maybe you wouldn't be so negative.

As for the other replays thank you....I am going to go on suiboxone and my insurance covers it....I want to be the person I used to be and my son to have a mother. Take care

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