Come on now. Your constant whining about: You are so over people treating you for less than your worth, that you are second option, walked over, lied to and on and on and on. Tears :(
Take a good look at yourself sweetie. YOU are the things you do and you know exactly what it is I am talking about, is the reason NO ONE WANTS TO BOTHER WITH YOU!!
Who could ever take someone like you seriously for a true "ride or die friend" or a girlfriend?? No way