homosexual confusion
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RPERRY

Lancaster, NY

#1 Oct 30, 2012
I have been confused about my sexuality for years I was never molested but was exposed to male nudity on a regular basis. My father would lie on the couch with this towel that had a snap closure at the top most of the time his genitals were fully exposed. I was a disgusted 11yr old at first but after a while I got used to seeing his penis. I always would admire the size of it and the thick bed of black pubic hair that surrounded it. I think of those times often as I age now in my upper 40's. My father used to take to this barber who I found out years later was gay. While cutting my hair he would rub his penis against the back of my hand I really like how this felt on occasion I would become daring and rub my fingers against his penis I was 12 at the time. I remember how his penis felt through those beige polyester pants nice and firm. I also remember getting this tingling sensation when all this was going on through my 12yr old body. The most memorable time in my childhood was a family vacation to Georgia to visit relatives. The only memory I have of this trip was going to a health club playing basketball and then getting undressed showering with a group of men there was this huge room with men getting massages. I was so excited being there I felt like I never wanted to leave. I had this tingling sensation the whole time I was watching these men get there massages. This was one of my most best memories from childhood. I wish I could have felt tht way forever. Thanks for a glimpe into mmy life.
Kaisertown Intellectual

North Tonawanda, NY

#2 Oct 30, 2012
RPERRY wrote:
I have been confused about my sexuality for years I was never molested but was exposed to male nudity on a regular basis. My father would lie on the couch with this towel that had a snap closure at the top most of the time his genitals were fully exposed. I was a disgusted 11yr old at first but after a while I got used to seeing his penis. I always would admire the size of it and the thick bed of black pubic hair that surrounded it. I think of those times often as I age now in my upper 40's. My father used to take to this barber who I found out years later was gay. While cutting my hair he would rub his penis against the back of my hand I really like how this felt on occasion I would become daring and rub my fingers against his penis I was 12 at the time. I remember how his penis felt through those beige polyester pants nice and firm. I also remember getting this tingling sensation when all this was going on through my 12yr old body. The most memorable time in my childhood was a family vacation to Georgia to visit relatives. The only memory I have of this trip was going to a health club playing basketball and then getting undressed showering with a group of men there was this huge room with men getting massages. I was so excited being there I felt like I never wanted to leave. I had this tingling sensation the whole time I was watching these men get there massages. This was one of my most best memories from childhood. I wish I could have felt tht way forever. Thanks for a glimpe into mmy life.
Jimmy, is that you?
the three freaks

Buffalo, NY

#5 Oct 30, 2012
All 3 of you Topix queers can go see the feel good movie of the year "Magic Mike."

Bring your K-Y jelly.

FFS

OP punk

North Tonawanda fat slob
FFS-

North Tonawanda, NY

#6 Oct 30, 2012
I have homo for someone on these boards.....
PERRY

Lancaster, NY

#7 Oct 31, 2012
I remember as a teenager spending many summers with my grandmother. I helped plant her garden we would go shopping toghether etc. My granfather once said to me your alot like your cousin Raymond. I asked my grandmother who Raymond was ? She responded he is your Tootie-fruity cousin. My grandfather said that he was a Dicky Licker . My grandfather would not want to go into any details.
PERRY

Lancaster, NY

#8 Nov 1, 2012
Today they call it bullying but when I was a kid/teenager I was called a fag homo by who I thought were my friends. I even was told by my father I was a femboy constantly. I just kind of learned to live with it I never objected to the name calling.Deep down inside I think I agreed with them.
PERRY

Lancaster, NY

#9 Nov 1, 2012
I really have never had a genuine interest in females yeah I like how some of them look. I have had intimate relations about a dozen times in my life with females it didn't really do anything for me. If you put the most beautiful woman in front of me nude it wouldn't phase me a bit. I would just look at her and admire her looks. Thats how it's always been for me.
PERRY

Lancaster, NY

#11 Nov 1, 2012
I have all these yearnings and desires that I try to keep hidden. My feelings subside for a while then they come back at me even stronger.
Drackos

Lancaster, NY

#12 Nov 1, 2012
a53percenter wrote:
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Jimmy Z, I'm glad you have this forum to anonymously sort out your true feelings. I always knew there was a reason you were so angry and constantly using gay slurs. I'm not gay, so I'll never know just how horrific it must be to be stuck in the closet all these years. Just come out! You will feel better, and be much less angry and resentful! In fact, I call upon all TOPIX users to now call you "Janice" in celebration of your newfound freedom and identity.
Who is jimmmie z?
Richie

Lancaster, NY

#14 Nov 1, 2012
Does anyone remember in the mid to late 70's boys used to have to swim nude in the school pool. I took the plunge in the Tonawanda Jr high there on Main st lots of fun and frolic.
PERRY

Lancaster, NY

#15 Nov 1, 2012
I was in my early 20's when I went to visit my grandfather in the hospital I was the only one in the room at the time . He decided without warning to pull back his sheet and exposed his genitals to me at the same time licking his lips. He asked me "Do you like it". I think he was convinced I was a homo.
FFS-

Buffalo, NY

#17 Nov 1, 2012
PERRY wrote:
I was in my early 20's when I went to visit my grandfather in the hospital I was the only one in the room at the time . He decided without warning to pull back his sheet and exposed his genitals to me at the same time licking his lips. He asked me "Do you like it". I think he was convinced I was a homo.
With a name like Perry I would be convinced too.
TONI

Niagara Falls, NY

#18 Nov 1, 2012
FFS- wrote:
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With a name like Perry I would be convinced too.
hey FFS , now that you cant fit in your wifes panties you have to beat the meat huh ?
Just make sure that you use lard as a lube. DON'T use crisco. Thats shortining.
GUMP the Perv

North Tonawanda, NY

#19 Nov 1, 2012
TONI wrote:
<quoted text>hey FFS , now that you cant fit in your wifes panties you have to beat the meat huh ?
Just make sure that you use lard as a lube. DON'T use crisco. Thats shortining.
You filthy old coot, were is your wife buried?

Bet you'd love to dig her up for one final 'skull session'.
Its obvious

Hollis Center, ME

#20 Nov 1, 2012
Gump, why are you posting as FFS,and then responding to your own post?
Larry Mondello

Buffalo, NY

#21 Nov 1, 2012
NEOCON stopped being confused a long time ago. He finally came out of the closet and admits he all about the wieners.
TONI with an I

North Tonawanda, NY

#22 Nov 1, 2012
TONI wrote:
<quoted text>hey FFS , now that you cant fit in your wifes panties you have to beat the meat huh ?
Just make sure that you use lard as a lube. DON'T use crisco. Thats shortining.
TONI surprised to see you posting at this hour....did they get wireless at club marcella?
YOU KNOW

Lancaster, NY

#23 Nov 3, 2012
Keep the comments coming PLEASE!!!!
FFS

Buffalo, NY

#24 Nov 3, 2012
Ooooo it's raining men.

Back to my Milk, Brokeback mountain and Magic Mike marathon.
JZ in KT

Grand Island, NY

#25 Nov 3, 2012
I'm not confused at all! I KNOW I'm a rump ranger! I'd rather catch than pitch tough!

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