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“there is only flesh”

Level 2

Since: Jan 13

land of trolls

#1 Jan 17, 2013
I really dont know how to begin with this, so here it is..
My name is Damian Suarez, i am 28yrs old. I am from elkins, but for the last year or so, i have been living with my (ex)girlfriend, Namika and her friend in ValleyGreen.
I have one child which the kid lives with its mother in Baltimore (where i met Namika)
I do not have a family in the Valley that i take care of, i lied to hide my identity and i wanted to be like that.
I go by several names here, johnny chimpo_69 & maddeyez are the main 2. I do this because i get bored.
I was talking to a couple of girls on here, but nothing sexual.
I did hit Namika and treat her bad. I am bipolar and sometimes people can only push you so far til you eventually snap.
I was very wrong but she was no angel either.

I am sorry to everyone for lying about my life.
I am sorry for manipulation and making you believe i was 2 people.
I am sorry to everyone i have p!ssed off.
I am sorry Namika for lying and hurting you.
I am sorry for it all Topix.
joe

San Jose, CA

#2 Jan 17, 2013
Sweetheart don't worry about it.Yu have nothing to be sorry for at all.I am not a girl but I would love you.If yu want,I am here.

“there is only flesh”

Level 2

Since: Jan 13

land of trolls

#3 Jan 17, 2013
I am not gay, thanks but no thanks.
Pete

Fairmont, WV

#4 Jan 17, 2013
Wow, I'd like to think that I'm a pretty good guy but I can't compete with you! It takes a lot of guts to do what you did . I don't think that you owe any of the topix trash any apologies but it was your decision.
impressed

United States

#5 Jan 17, 2013
Hey Damian,

That was awesome. Shows you are a real man and good guy.

You win my respect.

Very impressed.

Hope it all works out for you and Namika.
John doe

United States

#6 Jan 17, 2013
Damn dude! You really did change it up. You had a hot chick then topix stalker chicks and now a gay stalker lol. What's next? I guess we will just have to keep tuned in too "the day's of his MaddEyez" lmao.
hmmmm

United States

#7 Jan 17, 2013
It takes guts to admit to all of that. I can't say I support someone hitting anyone (not a fan of fighting period), but it does take courage to admit it. And, who doesn't use more than one name on Topix? I've used dozens. I don't normally make up a fake person with each name, but at least its entertaining.

“there is only flesh”

Level 2

Since: Jan 13

land of trolls

#8 Jan 17, 2013
I just want to set sh!t straight from now on, no more bs lies, all me. Thank you guys.
This bullsh!t with me and Namika gas been going on for a while. I did ignore her. I was stupid for doing that. Now i lost her.
I played several people on here just because using one name is boring and it was fun messing with people. But, it was wrong to lie.

“there is only flesh”

Level 2

Since: Jan 13

land of trolls

#9 Jan 17, 2013
And yes...stay tuned, its time for a new beginning
Bob McGee

United States

#10 Jan 17, 2013
MaddEyez wrote:
I did ignore her. I was stupid for doing that. Now i lost her.
Hey Damian, She's posted that she wants to talk. So do it.
You broke it, so fix it.
Get her back and stop ignoring her. Make her happy man.

Ok enough of this.
Lena

Elkins, WV

#11 Jan 17, 2013
Good for you be happy

“there is only flesh”

Level 2

Since: Jan 13

land of trolls

#12 Jan 17, 2013
I am, i am going to talk to her, but i am going to call in person. I am just thinking of how to put it.

Guys, not only i lied on topix, i lied to her about talking to women on topix. I spent hours on the internet instead of spending it with her. I raised my voice to her, called her hurtful things, and hit her. Me and her are so alike, we have the same attitude, and we both have the same views on everything.
At first, being on here fighting seemed funny, but i got a call from her family ,and needless to say, they weren't happy. It does have to stop.
I blocked her on FB, i would nit answer her calls, forcing her to talk to me on here to make a mockery of her.
I truly am a pos, i cannot keep a job, i dont have my own place, i dont even have my child living with me. So i made up a big lie on here, a fantasy world of me being a good father, working hard, just to make my life go better. I want that life.
I can understand why everyone would hate me and she would never want me back.
So, i am going to call her and tell her that i am going to do what a man us supposed to do.
Thank you all.
Lena

Elkins, WV

#13 Jan 17, 2013
Good luck

Level 5

Since: May 12

Location hidden

#14 Jan 17, 2013
Thank you for your honesty Damian

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lulz

Buckhannon, WV

#15 Jan 17, 2013
wow, great job damian! your are a big person for telling the truth about everything that has been going on, and that is very admirable! I wish you the best, and like to read your posts on here. not many people could admit what you did, so hopefully you have turned a new leaf on life. & namika you are a sweetheart!

Level 5

Since: Jul 11

Location hidden

#16 Jan 17, 2013
You want to save yourself a lot of grief? Stop caring so much about what random people think of you. It REALLY DOES NOT MATTER.

You want a better life for yourself? DO something about it.

You want to abuse your partner? It doesn't assert dominance like one might believe..it just shows how weak a person is. I could list a thousand reasons why this is wrong, but at the end of the day, only you can address this one.

All of THIS is why relationship drama should never EVER meet the internet. Life isn't like a movie, you don't publicly display what goes on, turn innocent bystanders into a fan club, and get the girl back because she's impressed by how many people you humiliated yourself in front of. It's more than that.

Now, you not only have to deal with proving yourself to her all over again, you have to survive the very public embarrassment of it all. Refer to the beginning of my post, as it applies now more than ever. Unless, of course, this is all fake drama. Then I'd say, well played, you.

I'm not being a jerk. Even though this is just topix and who cares about a stupid online forum full of perhaps not so anonymous people, I do wish you the best of luck. You certainly did screw up, but plenty before you have screwed up much, much worse.
Lena

Elkins, WV

#17 Jan 17, 2013
And many more will

Level 5

Since: May 12

Location hidden

#18 Jan 17, 2013
let him do his thing, its what he feels is right, i comment him for actually telling the truth a standing up for once. Not many would do that, its not the point of doing it on here, he called me and we talked about stuff that should not be on here.
I could not get ahold of him, i knew he would eventually show up here on topix, he knows the same, he knew i would turn here. Because it is open. So yeah, we displayed our problems on here, he wanted to embarrass me, and wanted th same.
It worked, we talked, it been dropped, oh well.

Not all our mess was on here either.
That was bold of him to come out and admit (publicly) that he abused me and lied to everyone.
That showed me he was serious, leave him alone ok.

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“Great scott”

Level 2

Since: Jun 12

Hill Valley

#19 Jan 17, 2013
Namika wrote:
let him do his thing, its what he feels is right, i comment him for actually telling the truth a standing up for once. Not many would do that, its not the point of doing it on here, he called me and we talked about stuff that should not be on here.
I could not get ahold of him, i knew he would eventually show up here on topix, he knows the same, he knew i would turn here. Because it is open. So yeah, we displayed our problems on here, he wanted to embarrass me, and wanted th same.
It worked, we talked, it been dropped, oh well.
Not all our mess was on here either.
That was bold of him to come out and admit (publicly) that he abused me and lied to everyone.
That showed me he was serious, leave him alone ok.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v =OoHvsWevEgUXX&noredirect= 1
It doesn't matter who thinks what doll, it's what you and him feel. Sometimes it has to go to these lenths to open someone's eyes up. Sometimes it is good to lt people see and give an opinion. Don't be embarrassed, you and him did nothing wrong. You are both young and have many years left to go. I hope you find peace and happiness in your guys future and follow a path to where the fighting stop. God Bless

Level 5

Since: May 12

Location hidden

#20 Jan 17, 2013
Emmett Brown wrote:
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It doesn't matter who thinks what doll, it's what you and him feel. Sometimes it has to go to these lenths to open someone's eyes up. Sometimes it is good to lt people see and give an opinion. Don't be embarrassed, you and him did nothing wrong. You are both young and have many years left to go. I hope you find peace and happiness in your guys future and follow a path to where the fighting stop. God Bless
thank you. I totally agree with you.

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