After reading a few threads that he/she/they have posted in today, it appears that his/her/their meds could use some balancing. It sounds like somebody is peaking on their manic cycle.
I think you are just worried that you don't have meds to help you think straight. Its o.k. just go to your doctor and tell him how you feel and think. He will prescribe some medication for you, that is if he doesn't have you institutionalized first. LOL