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[Fl Boy]

Pocahontas212 wrote:

<quoted text> I'm sure your oldest will regret that one day. I bet you are proud of your baby. It sounds like she is doing very good. How long have you been Divorced?

YES I AM. Did ya hear me. YES I AM. Ha!! I'm telling ya she was a plesure to raise. If you saw me she'd be by my side. When she could walk,I'd be under a truck, she'd be there. Grease head to toe. Blonde hair blue eyes and grease. Rode on my back till she was 7, I'd squat down, she' put her arms around my neck away we'd go. When my mom and stepdad died she never left my side. But let me tell you she was the meanest white child that was ever born. A frien of mine taught her to moon people when she was little. The ex would take her to a store, you had to watch her, she'd boom em. ha!! Can ya tell there's a big smile on my face.

[Fl Boy]

Pocahontas212 wrote:

It's been a real pleasure talking to you today. Boredom wasn't so bad.haha. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow,dreading that. See it's good to talk about stuff. I kind of always have been a loner.It's just the way my life has been ,but I'm ok with it. My husband works too much ,that's fixing to change though.We have been married a long time,it's been the best years of my life. I worked till 2001,my first job was in Plant City Fl(Picking Strawberries)at age 12 and i made 10 cents a pint. But i brought as many berries as i could bring home that were bruised,and my mom would fix pies,dumplings,jelly. Never will forget that.

I so glad about your marriage, you sound really happy. Let God bless it. If he knows were chating hope he knows I'm no threat. See my heart, was left in Ft Myers years ago. I don't think you caught that before. I believe God has 1 person for us, but we mess up or choose the wrong one. I messed up and she choose the wrong one. She was a great christian girl and I was a pure heathen. The first time I ever saw here, her face, just loooked in her eyes, I thought my heart was going to stop. Treated her with respect went to church with her but remember I was a heathen and she threw me. I don't blame her. But, what she didn't understand was, how God can change a person. But still I'm a blessed person. Does your parents live here.

[Fl Boy]

Oh!! my mind works faster than I can type. I'm not sitting her crying over spilt milk. Just in the last couple years I've done alot of thinking and reflecting. God has showed me how I have messed my life up. And I'm just waiting for him to direct my future. I've mess it up enough. Its hard to type in hillbilly. ha!! You really should check out Canon City. I think its snowing there.

[Pocahontas212]

Fl Boy wrote:

Oh!! my mind works faster than I can type. I'm not sitting her crying over spilt milk. Just in the last couple years I've done alot of thinking and reflecting. God has showed me how I have messed my life up. And I'm just waiting for him to direct my future. I've mess it up enough. Its hard to type in hillbilly. ha!! You really should check out Canon City. I think its snowing there.

I finaly got It. Can you believe it.I love Vacations... You really sound like you are on the right tract with your life.You are gonna be just fine.I know it. You have God on your side and you can do all things through christ,who stenghtens you. I read in the new king james alot but I also back it up with king james. My husband is a real man of God,He's the one that trys to keep me in line.lol

[Pocahontas212]

Fl Boy wrote:

<quoted text>I so glad about your marriage, you sound really happy. Let God bless it. If he knows were chatting hope he knows I'm no threat. See my heart, was left in Ft Myers years ago. I don't think you caught that before. I believe God has 1 person for us, but we mess up or choose the wrong one. I messed up and she choose the wrong one. She was a great christian girl and I was a pure heathen. The first time I ever saw here, her face, just looked in her eyes, I thought my heart was going to stop. Treated her with respect went to church with her but remember I was a heathen and she threw me. I don't blame her. But, what she didn't understand was, how God can change a person. But still I'm a blessed person. Does your parents live here.

Oh,he prays for me and this topix. I tell him about some of the comments i have commented about,he says now baby,you know that's not a good thing and i'll go ya i know it. This girl you were in love with,,Is she married now? When was the last time you saw her or talked to her. Wouldn't that be great if she felt the same way you do right now. I believe your paths will cross again,I'm sure of it. When i first met my husband,i was just coming out of a 10 year marriage with a man that abused me,mentally and physically.I wasn't looking for a relationship at all. Being in Ky for All those years and then when i went to Fl to get away from the 1st husband,I was like a fish out of water..So anyway when i met the man i'm married to now,he came out of an abusive relationship with his wife,he was married to for 2 yrs.We were both afraid of the marriage word and we actually lived together for one and a half years and then we started going to churh and started living right and one thing led to another and we are best friends. He acts like he loves the ground i walk on,and i too love him.I have great respect for him. I swore i would never get married to anyone after my 1st husband,but i would have to say this is a blessing from god. I think that movie is definitely in the making.lol

[Pocahontas212]

Fl Boy wrote:

<quoted text>YES I AM. Did ya hear me. YES I AM. Ha!! I'm telling ya she was a plesure to raise. If you saw me she'd be by my side. When she could walk,I'd be under a truck, she'd be there. Grease head to toe. Blonde hair blue eyes and grease. Rode on my back till she was 7, I'd squat down, she' put her arms around my neck away we'd go. When my mom and stepdad died she never left my side. But let me tell you she was the meanest white child that was ever born. A frien of mine taught her to moon people when she was little. The ex would take her to a store, you had to watch her, she'd boom em. ha!! Can ya tell there's a big smile on my face.

I bet you were a good dad. She sounds like a real doll baby.

[Fl Boy]

Philippians 4

13I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.

Heres one I rely on alot. Read real slow.

Galatians 2

20I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.

21I do not frustrate the grace of God: for if righteousness [come] by the law, then Christ is dead in vain.

He had the faith to walk on water.

And thats where I have failed, frustrating the Grace of God.

Its to hot here see ya.

[Fl Boy]

Pocahontas212 wrote:

<quoted text> Oh,he prays for me and this topix. I tell him about some of the comments i have commented about,he says now baby,you know that's not a good thing and i'll go ya i know it. This girl you were in love with,,Is she married now? When was the last time you saw her or talked to her. Wouldn't that be great if she felt the same way you do right now. I believe your paths will cross again,I'm sure of it. When i first met my husband,i was just coming out of a 10 year marriage with a man that abused me,mentally and physically.I wasn't looking for a relationship at all. Being in Ky for All those years and then when i went to Fl to get away from the 1st husband,I was like a fish out of water..So anyway when i met the man i'm married to now,he came out of an abusive relationship with his wife,he was married to for 2 yrs.We were both afraid of the marriage word and we actually lived together for one and a half years and then we started going to churh and started living right and one thing led to another and we are best friends. He acts like he loves the ground i walk on,and i too love him.I have great respect for him. I swore i would never get married to anyone after my 1st husband,but i would have to say this is a blessing from god. I think that movie is definitely in the making.lol

I know she married and who, but thats all. And I'm not looking for that. Its been 37 years, I ask how do you love someone that long. I can't answer it, but I do. I don't know everthing, about 2 years ago, I told a good christian the story,[there is so much more to this story that God has showed me, if we had got together. Its hard for me to type it]. Anyways, he looked at me and said she will met you at the gate. I don't know if thats true, I'm about people getting saved, finding Jesus, getting healed and getting the blessing of Jesus I never though about that. Like Jesse I just want slide down the streets of gold in my socks. But It made me more determined to get there. I was a good soldier for satan and I should have died many a time, but she prayed for me, thats why I'm still here. Leave you with this the last time we were together. Tears running down our eyes I told her I would love her, till I died. She kiss me on the cheek and that was it.

[Pocahontas212]

Fl Boy wrote:

<quoted text>I know she married and who, but that's all. And I'm not looking for that. Its been 37 years, I ask how do you love someone that long. I can't answer it, but I do. I don't know everything, about 2 years ago, I told a good christian the story,[there is so much more to this story that God has showed me, if we had got together. Its hard for me to type it]. Anyways, he looked at me and said she will met you at the gate. I don't know if that's true, I'm about people getting saved, finding Jesus, getting healed and getting the blessing of Jesus I never though about that. Like Jesse I just want slide down the streets of gold in my socks. But It made me more determined to get there. I was a good soldier for satan and I should have died many a time, but she prayed for me, that's why I'm still here. Leave you with this the last time we were together. Tears running down our eyes I told her I would love her, till I died. She kiss me on the cheek and that was it.

Ok,i have this all figured out,Maybe. Ok you know and except the fact she's married still, I think now that Jesus is in your life ,You have no-one and you were in love with her and you saw how she tried to lead you to Jesus and that was a real good memory,You think back and probably think If you were serving god back then,you would be with her right to this day. But,God has a plan for you. I know there is somebody out there for you. It's going to be that perfect someone for you. When God does something he does it right. When you do find her,the love will be above and beyond what you feel for this other person. I'm living proof of that one. We 've all made mistakes and thank God we are forgiveing.My husband back in his 20's probably did every drug out there,well not every. To see him and hear him talk about Jesus,you would think he could of never done anything that was wrong in his life. Jesus is in his heart,He eats, breaths and sleeps Jesus.It sounds like you do too. That's a good thing. So you my friend,expect that special someone,be patient and know that you will not miss Gods blessings. I hope you can make sense of all this. My brains starting to wake up now.lol Well gotta get ready.Going to the dentist.ttyl.. Have a great day!!!!

[Fl Boy]

Would it be funny if I new your sister. Oh All this jumping around you should know my name.

[Pocahontas212]

Fl Boy wrote:

Would it be funny if I new your sister. Oh All this jumping around you should know my name.

Go to the cabin, Hot cocoa is waiting on you.