Contemplating suicide?

Contemplating suicide?

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Since: Mar 11

Waco, GA

#1 Jun 18, 2011
How many folks out there every comtemplate just putting an end to misery? How many are just tired tired tired of putting on a smile everyday?
Truth hurts

Dacula, GA

#2 Jun 18, 2011
Do you?
A Second Chance

Villa Rica, GA

#3 Jun 18, 2011
If you are thinking about taking your life, please get help. I tried to commit suicide in Feb. by taking approximately 80 pills, Toradol, Dilaudid, Lorcet, Valium, Xanax, Ambien. When the emt's arrived at my apartment, I was unresponsive. I was admitted to ICU. Fortunately, I was given a second chance on life. Looking back, I am so glad that I didn't die. My family needs me regardless of what I may have thought. I don't know what your circumstances are but please, please know that hard times do pass. There are people that need you and they love you. Your life matters. Please don't!

“Unions are still scum ”

Since: Dec 07

Atlanta

#4 Jun 19, 2011
MatchMaker1 wrote:
How many folks out there every comtemplate just putting an end to misery? How many are just tired tired tired of putting on a smile everyday?
Is it that bad?

“Get off my lawn”

Since: Jul 10

Bremen, GA

#5 Jun 19, 2011
MatchMaker1 wrote:
How many folks out there every comtemplate just putting an end to misery? How many are just tired tired tired of putting on a smile everyday?
Email me.

Since: Mar 11

Waco, GA

#6 Jun 19, 2011
Well truthfully, sure it is. But will I go near the slippery slope, can I go there with the eyes of family in my mind. Or will I listen to that small still voice beconning me to that cool, quiet, dark still place of forever peace. Never to think or remember again?

Since: Mar 11

Waco, GA

#7 Jun 19, 2011
wobbler1957 wrote:
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Email me.
wworking on that have to leave now
gawf nut

AOL

#8 Jun 19, 2011
A Second Chance wrote:
If you are thinking about taking your life, please get help. I tried to commit suicide in Feb. by taking approximately 80 pills, Toradol, Dilaudid, Lorcet, Valium, Xanax, Ambien. When the emt's arrived at my apartment, I was unresponsive. I was admitted to ICU. Fortunately, I was given a second chance on life. Looking back, I am so glad that I didn't die. My family needs me regardless of what I may have thought. I don't know what your circumstances are but please, please know that hard times do pass. There are people that need you and they love you. Your life matters. Please don't!
Wow! was that a great buzz or what?

“Unions are still scum ”

Since: Dec 07

Atlanta

#9 Jun 19, 2011
MatchMaker1 wrote:
Well truthfully, sure it is. But will I go near the slippery slope, can I go there with the eyes of family in my mind. Or will I listen to that small still voice beconning me to that cool, quiet, dark still place of forever peace. Never to think or remember again?
Well if you do decide to go through with it, make sure you leave a note for you family telling them this was your decision and not their fault. Your family will feel enough guilt.
rather b fishin

Ellijay, GA

#10 Jun 19, 2011
Please do not do anything so final. You never know when things will improve. I Tell myself that everyday. If you need an ear, We could find a way to communicate. I am not local anymore but would be glad to talk with you and help in any way I can.
Bremen Parent-

Snellville, GA

#11 Jun 19, 2011
As a parent, I would all ways wonder what I did to make you do that. So PLEASE get help!!!! Death is so final and you can bring that back, my father died last year really suddenly and that hurts me every day, because I didn't get to say goodbye, when I got to his house he was already gone. So please think twice about it. May GOD be with you at this time

Since: Mar 11

Waco, GA

#12 Jun 19, 2011
All of the kind words mean so much. It is so much easier to discuss the depth of your feelings when you are nameless and faceless. Despair is much different from depression and from there is where I speak. I so love my family and they are the only reason I remain here. I cannot bear to think of the pain it would bring them, so my quiet despair deepens. I am where I am through poor choices, prideful ways, and fear of the unknown. I have been in therapy in the past and spent time in a couple of differnet hospitals. What I feel cannot be changed with meds nor drs. More of my days here on earth are gone than I have left. I am way past middle aged. I used to wake up every day with the hopes it would be better, that, that illusive butterfly would at last land in my world. But now I have accepted the fact it won't be happeneing for me. This is all within me, for I have a wonderful loving family. I have a decent home and don't really need anything. But I have never known the person in the mirror. She is the illusive butterfly and will forever remain in the cocoon.

“I see you”

Since: Oct 10

CSU

#13 Jun 19, 2011
MatchMaker1 wrote:
All of the kind words mean so much. It is so much easier to discuss the depth of your feelings when you are nameless and faceless. Despair is much different from depression and from there is where I speak. I so love my family and they are the only reason I remain here. I cannot bear to think of the pain it would bring them, so my quiet despair deepens. I am where I am through poor choices, prideful ways, and fear of the unknown. I have been in therapy in the past and spent time in a couple of differnet hospitals. What I feel cannot be changed with meds nor drs. More of my days here on earth are gone than I have left. I am way past middle aged. I used to wake up every day with the hopes it would be better, that, that illusive butterfly would at last land in my world. But now I have accepted the fact it won't be happeneing for me. This is all within me, for I have a wonderful loving family. I have a decent home and don't really need anything. But I have never known the person in the mirror. She is the illusive butterfly and will forever remain in the cocoon.
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will find them gradually, without noticing it, and live along some distant day into the answer.

Hope you find peace within.
GirlFromFrance

Talence, France

#14 Jun 19, 2011
Death is not an option. Death would mean you would give up on everything. Give up on yourself and you give up on the whole world. I don't know how your life has been but you are still here. I don't believe you lost hope for better days. Keep walking on your path. You have a family, they are here for you as you are here for them. Good luck for your future.

daw

Since: Oct 07

Location hidden

#15 Jun 19, 2011
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

Since: Jun 10

Bowdon, GA

#16 Jun 19, 2011
A Second Chance wrote:
If you are thinking about taking your life, please get help. I tried to commit suicide in Feb. by taking approximately 80 pills, Toradol, Dilaudid, Lorcet, Valium, Xanax, Ambien. When the emt's arrived at my apartment, I was unresponsive. I was admitted to ICU. Fortunately, I was given a second chance on life. Looking back, I am so glad that I didn't die. My family needs me regardless of what I may have thought. I don't know what your circumstances are but please, please know that hard times do pass. There are people that need you and they love you. Your life matters. Please don't!
The next time you have that many good drugs, instead of trying to take the chickenshit way out, call me. We'll have a party and you'll feel better.
wedge

Hiram, GA

#17 Jun 19, 2011
I don't believe any one has that many different pills..If you did take them,which I doubt you would be taking a dirt nap.80 pills uh that's bullshit..
end of my rope

Carrollton, GA

#18 Jun 19, 2011
Although death sounds good to me I would never try to end it myself. What happens if you end up a vegetable. That would be worse. I'm just ready to be done with this crazy life in this crazy world.

Since: Jun 08

Location hidden

#19 Jun 20, 2011
Oh Gloom Despair and Agony on me....

I'm going to reach out on Bremen Topix for assistance cause everyone knows thats where all the professional counselors hang out....

“Mess with these Claws......”

Since: Oct 09

Duluth, GA

#20 Jun 20, 2011
MatchMaker1 wrote:
All of the kind words mean so much. It is so much easier to discuss the depth of your feelings when you are nameless and faceless. Despair is much different from depression and from there is where I speak. I so love my family and they are the only reason I remain here. I cannot bear to think of the pain it would bring them, so my quiet despair deepens. I am where I am through poor choices, prideful ways, and fear of the unknown. I have been in therapy in the past and spent time in a couple of differnet hospitals. What I feel cannot be changed with meds nor drs. More of my days here on earth are gone than I have left. I am way past middle aged. I used to wake up every day with the hopes it would be better, that, that illusive butterfly would at last land in my world. But now I have accepted the fact it won't be happeneing for me. This is all within me, for I have a wonderful loving family. I have a decent home and don't really need anything. But I have never known the person in the mirror. She is the illusive butterfly and will forever remain in the cocoon.
Why are you in such despair? Is it something you battle with on a daily basis and have no control over? I have a friend that battles despair every day of her life. She has taken medication, been in hospitals, you name it but nothing works. On the outside you would not know she suffers but on the inside, it is just something she cannot control and there is nothing anyone can do for her to make it better.

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