All alone in Colorado

[Peppermint]

I moved here about a year ago from California, I lived there for over 40 years, I moved here to give my grandchildren a better chance of life like I had when I was growing up. But since I have moved here I feel so alone I just keep getting sicker and sicker and when I do go out I feel people look down on me? But the good thing about it is my grandchilder our getting a better life. I don't no what to do with my self I think I was to old to start again? I think I am getting depperst? My health was bad before I came to Colorado I have been sick since I was 15 years old. Well if anything it felt good to type this. I feel kinda dumb putting my feelings out there. I am married but he left me because I am sick all the time now I own my home but I am all a lone.

[Peppermint]

Help me PLEASE I need somebody to talk to before I go crazy

[Peppermint]

And no body even wants to give me no ideals?

[listen to one]

Peppermint wrote:

And no body even wants to give me no ideals?

You need to seek professional help-it's called depression.

[RFIDster]

I say get out of Pueblo..... It makes me depressed and this is why I live in San Diego

Peppermint wrote:

I moved here about a year ago from California, I lived there for over 40 years, I moved here to give my grandchildren a better chance of life like I had when I was growing up. But since I have moved here I feel so alone I just keep getting sicker and sicker and when I do go out I feel people look down on me? But the good thing about it is my grandchilder our getting a better life. I don't no what to do with my self I think I was to old to start again? I think I am getting depperst? My health was bad before I came to Colorado I have been sick since I was 15 years old. Well if anything it felt good to type this. I feel kinda dumb putting my feelings out there. I am married but he left me because I am sick all the time now I own my home but I am all a lone.

[Peppermint]

No I dont think so r u a professional r do u just judge people that harsh? I have God in my life to help me, I was just seeing if people really care about others here in Colorado I am sorry you feel you have to be mean r u think your better then me, r what ever you problem is? Maybe you should go to church and learn how to have love in your heart so when somebody rechease out for a friend you will not be so harsh. God Bless :-)

listen to one wrote:

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You need to seek professional help-it's called depression.

[just me]

Peppermint wrote:

No I dont think so r u a professional r do u just judge people that harsh? I have God in my life to help me, I was just seeing if people really care about others here in Colorado I am sorry you feel you have to be mean r u think your better then me, r what ever you problem is? Maybe you should go to church and learn how to have love in your heart so when somebody rechease out for a friend you will not be so harsh. God Bless :-)<quoted text>

Hello Peppermint, I hope your doing well today! I feel bad that your so lonely. I get lonely too. I have 3 sons but they all have there own thing going on they are 12,6, and 8 months. I was married but he decited that he didn't want a family any more. I keep busy with work and my house is crazy until the kids are asleep bed time is at 9pm and at this time I'm very sad and lonely. Hang in there and I'm sure you will find a friend for you to talk with. Do you go to church or do you do any thing outside of you house? also does you grandchildren live with you? I hope you feel better soon also. well I better go it's friday finally. I'll be back monday if you want to talk(k);)

[Peppermint]

Thank you so much I knew there was somebody out there with a good soul! Yes I see my granddaugter ever day after school and it brings a smile to my face every time, I am sick a lot I just got out of the Hosiptal yesterday again, so my outing is to doctors and hosiptals. I have Lupus and been sick since I was 15 years old, but I had a good life with my kids I also had to raise my children as a single parent there father didn't want a family. it was hard but my youngest is 25 years old now. I did faster care for years now I can't work no more. I just want to thank you so much for your kind words God Bless you and yours

just me wrote:

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Hello Peppermint, I hope your doing well today! I feel bad that your so lonely. I get lonely too. I have 3 sons but they all have there own thing going on they are 12,6, and 8 months. I was married but he decited that he didn't want a family any more. I keep busy with work and my house is crazy until the kids are asleep bed time is at 9pm and at this time I'm very sad and lonely. Hang in there and I'm sure you will find a friend for you to talk with. Do you go to church or do you do any thing outside of you house? also does you grandchildren live with you? I hope you feel better soon also. well I better go it's friday finally. I'll be back monday if you want to talk(k);)