“Where?”

Since: Apr 09

Earth

#1 Jul 8, 2010
God how I miss you. I was talking to a dear friend of mine about you earlier. I love you brother. I miss you and my life will NEVER EVER be the same without you.

The day you died, I died. I died.

I will never be the same.

You died in 2001. It's 2010 and I still look for you when I drive. I look at cars, praying I will see your face.

You are the reason I still believe in "vampires" and I will until I die. I love you.

God, I love you and I miss you... you aren't here with me and the world is so cold and empty without you. I know if you were here, you'd save me, like you always tried your best to do.

I wanted to name one of my sons after you, but to say "Stevie" daily would kill me off for good.

You'd take the very shirt off your back to help someone.. you were the kindest soul. I remember waaaay back in Georgia, you tried to give all your savings to a homeless man.

Heck, I think you did give it to him.

There's not a DAY that goes by that I don't think about you. I know that every time I look at the clock and it says 3:16, it's YOU. I know this.

I love you, brother, and I've been just breathing and existing the best I can without you. It's miserable. It's hollow.

I will never EVER forget you. EVER. THERE'S NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU BABY BROTHER.

I love you, Stevie "Lou" and I will never EVER go a day without thinking of you.

John 3:16

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,[a] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

I can only live to belive that HE took you out of this world and every time I manage to see the clock say 3:16, it's you, brother.

Oh God I love you and miss you.

Since: Jul 09

Location hidden

#2 Jul 8, 2010
Bless your heart :(

“Where?”

Since: Apr 09

Earth

#3 Jul 8, 2010
It was therapeutic to talk... love you gal.
KittenKiss wrote:
Bless your heart :(

Since: Jul 09

Location hidden

#4 Jul 8, 2010
LOVE YOU! Tried calling you back....
_WiseGal_ wrote:
It was therapeutic to talk... love you gal.
<quoted text>

“Where?”

Since: Apr 09

Earth

#5 Jul 8, 2010
call me again.. I was 'cleaning' ahem... call me gal

“Where?”

Since: Apr 09

Earth

#6 Jul 8, 2010
oh God if I could trade- just for one hug and an "I love you sis" it would be so worth it.

If I could trade, I would.

http://www.last.fm/music/The+Offspring/_/Gone...

The world is so cold, now that you've gone away.

“Where?”

Since: Apr 09

Earth

#7 Jul 8, 2010
WHY would God take away your only ally? WHY?

:``(
KittenKiss wrote:
Bless your heart :(
ron

Lexington, KY

#8 Jul 9, 2010
don't know if this will help, but take comfort in the fact he's in a better place. your love for your brother is a symbol to us all. every family should share these feelings. sadly, most don't. you will hug him again someday, and all will be right
may GOD bless you today
redhead

United States

#9 Jul 9, 2010
Stevie who? Sorry about your loss.

“Where?”

Since: Apr 09

Earth

#10 Jul 10, 2010
Your kind words meant a lot. Today, he'd have been 29. Thank you.
ron wrote:
don't know if this will help, but take comfort in the fact he's in a better place. your love for your brother is a symbol to us all. every family should share these feelings. sadly, most don't. you will hug him again someday, and all will be right
may GOD bless you today

“Where?”

Since: Apr 09

Earth

#11 Jul 10, 2010
Thomas, hon.

He was loved so deeply. He was the sweetest, funnest and had the hugest imagination growing up.

He was such a cut up and a carry-on. I'll never forget him.

Who else would power brake a car and shoot a gun at the same time?

Who else could come up with the name 'sabre tooth alley cat" to pester someone?

Who else would power brake and COVER you in mud while 4-wheeling--had to slip behind the Blazer and whiz.. what else do you do but squat and take it? lol :`)

I'll always feel lost, I suppose.

Sometimes I see him in my dreams and his message is "I'm right behind you". Or, "if you got me back on Earth, things could never be the same."
redhead wrote:
Stevie who? Sorry about your loss.

“Where?”

Since: Apr 09

Earth

#12 Jul 10, 2010

“Where?”

Since: Apr 09

Earth

#13 Jul 10, 2010
I guess we won't get in trouble now..

SOMEWHOW he could grab 1st, 2nd and sometimes 3rd in an Ford Escort.. LMAO

He'd make the front end raise up.. lol

:`)

He blew the head gasket off a little truck I had.. trying to make it go 'faster'. I still loved him, even though I had nothing to drive for a while.. lol

Happy Birthday, brother.. we was always racing. I hoped I'd beat you the last race, but you got me like usual.

“Sic friatur crustum dulce ”

Since: Apr 09

the real world.....

#14 Jul 10, 2010
Reflecting- remembering-
'bear tracks',
'bear hunting',
cloud watching,
rock hunting,
creek wading,
story telling,
waiting for 'Ta Ta' to get home from school,
playhouses and Easster bunny rabbits,
shark catching,
telling me most kids think it's special to eat out, he thinks it's special to eat my cookin'
fishing.....
that lisp..........
I love you always StevieLou <3

“Sic friatur crustum dulce ”

Since: Apr 09

the real world.....

#15 Jul 10, 2010
And I still have that 'warding off bad kids' rock you gave me, it's one of my treasures,
and it works, nary a bad kid around me....

“Sic friatur crustum dulce ”

Since: Apr 09

the real world.....

#16 Jul 10, 2010
*for the record, he is my nephew, and WG's cousin, but they were for all intents and purposes, brother and sister.

“Where?”

Since: Apr 09

Earth

#17 Jul 10, 2010
and passed off as "twins" when the growth spurts matched up.

The bond was that of twins.
TheRealBigT wrote:
*for the record, he is my nephew, and WG's cousin, but they were for all intents and purposes, brother and sister.

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