illusion

Somerset, KY

#21 Oct 23, 2012
Sweetooth wrote:
<quoted text>Back to what I was saying about these sick Mo FO'S ........ here in B'Ville .
What can I say...you covered that poster perfectly.
illusion

Somerset, KY

#22 Oct 23, 2012
Sweetooth wrote:
<quoted text>So , this is just what I have gathered from your posts .... Just Be . Right . I don't know if I am taking your suggestions wrong or what but I am always keeping my mind open and greatful I still remain teachable .
Right...just be.....You and I and everyone else have spiritual and worldly fantasies , that is normal and very common, do not let other people put you under conviction for that. DO NOT PUT YOURSELF UNDER CONVICTION FOR THAT.....find someone and learn and teach.
illusion

Somerset, KY

#23 Oct 24, 2012
Sweetooth wrote:
<quoted text>Is it wrong of me to think too much of myself ? I really do not think of myself as being better than anyone else on this earth , but this is Barbourville man ..... see where I'm coming from .
Occasionally.... one will see an innocent person being released from prison ...when all the facts become known.. The innocent person has suffered for years but always with the hope and truth of knowing they have not harmed anyone. The outside world has rejected them and has convicted them because of ignorance, and a lack of understanding and care.

You must hold to your truth of innocense and normality and quit worrying about what others think. You are correct about your enviroment, it is your prison as well as a lot of other people who live there, you are intellegent enough to see it for what it is.

I am confident you will find your release....do not give up.

Since: Oct 12

Barbourville

#24 Oct 24, 2012
illusion wrote:
<quoted text>
Occasionally.... one will see an innocent person being released from prison ...when all the facts become known.. The innocent person has suffered for years but always with the hope and truth of knowing they have not harmed anyone. The outside world has rejected them and has convicted them because of ignorance, and a lack of understanding and care.
You must hold to your truth of innocense and normality and quit worrying about what others think. You are correct about your enviroment, it is your prison as well as a lot of other people who live there, you are intellegent enough to see it for what it is.
I am confident you will find your release....do not give up.
Thank You . You seem to be very wise , you must have had some experience . Never the less , thank you for your kind words and direction. I am 33 and have had "some" experience at life but what experiences I should have learned from a wile back ago I never took heed to the situation. Still learning I get weak and headstrong sometimes , but life , for me , sometimes gets the best of me . If that makes any sense. I don't know , Maybe I am losing it ...LOL.. I think I just seek so strong the validation that my brain and body needs . That I think it needs . I let that get the best of me too. You sure have made me think a lot though . Do not know if that is good or bad . Hopefully the good will come out of it . Thanks.
illusion

Somerset, KY

#25 Oct 24, 2012
Sweetooth wrote:
<quoted text>Thank You . You seem to be very wise , you must have had some experience . Never the less , thank you for your kind words and direction. I am 33 and have had "some" experience at life but what experiences I should have learned from a wile back ago I never took heed to the situation. Still learning I get weak and headstrong sometimes , but life , for me , sometimes gets the best of me . If that makes any sense. I don't know , Maybe I am losing it ...LOL.. I think I just seek so strong the validation that my brain and body needs . That I think it needs . I let that get the best of me too. You sure have made me think a lot though . Do not know if that is good or bad . Hopefully the good will come out of it . Thanks.
Your sincere and honest explination of your inner being..(in your original post....) was a refreshing and interesting monologue to me. The very things you openly proclaimed are hidden by all of us.

The things you seek, the things you feel, the emotional rollercoaster of daily life is a common challenge we all face. I owe you a thank you for reminding me that my desires and fantacies are not abnormal either. It seems as if we may have helped each other. One thing we both need to remember is all things are good and all things are bad.....the perception of this good or bad is decided by each individual, there is no set standard for all to follow. Please yourself as long as it dosent interefere with others rights to do the same, then let the chips fall where they may.

Since: Oct 12

Barbourville

#26 Oct 24, 2012
illusion wrote:
<quoted text>
Your sincere and honest explination of your inner being..(in your original post....) was a refreshing and interesting monologue to me. The very things you openly proclaimed are hidden by all of us.
The things you seek, the things you feel, the emotional rollercoaster of daily life is a common challenge we all face. I owe you a thank you for reminding me that my desires and fantacies are not abnormal either. It seems as if we may have helped each other. One thing we both need to remember is all things are good and all things are bad.....the perception of this good or bad is decided by each individual, there is no set standard for all to follow. Please yourself as long as it dosent interefere with others rights to do the same, then let the chips fall where they may.
It is so hard to be myself . I once went to a place where I could learn to be someone else , almost like a brain washing center , but a good one . Thier teachings made me confused because they wrer programming me like a robot and conforming me to be someone that I was not . You might say , "How is that good ?" Some things I did learn was mostly about myself ya know, mostly things I did to want to be nor did I want thier conformity.I actually got to see who I truly am and it is hard to accept the fact that society in general does not want to see the real me . I am not a bad person , I try to help anyone I can cause I am a big people pleaser . So the confusing part comes in and I usually go back into my little turtle shell . I accept others for who they are , no matter what . We were all put on earth for a purpose shaknow .I feel like I am stuck sometimes . I do what I am supposed to do every day , do you think I have a problem accepting myself and I am just thinking people don't accept me. Sorry if there are any misspelled words this keyboard is not what it used to be . Taking suggestion in on the falling of the chips . Let's see where they fall .

Since: Oct 12

Barbourville

#27 Oct 24, 2012
illusion wrote:
<quoted text>
Your sincere and honest explination of your inner being..(in your original post....) was a refreshing and interesting monologue to me. The very things you openly proclaimed are hidden by all of us.
The things you seek, the things you feel, the emotional rollercoaster of daily life is a common challenge we all face. I owe you a thank you for reminding me that my desires and fantacies are not abnormal either. It seems as if we may have helped each other. One thing we both need to remember is all things are good and all things are bad.....the perception of this good or bad is decided by each individual, there is no set standard for all to follow. Please yourself as long as it dosent interefere with others rights to do the same, then let the chips fall where they may.
I am also greatful I could help you too .
illusion

Somerset, KY

#28 Oct 24, 2012
Sweetooth wrote:
<quoted text>It is so hard to be myself . I once went to a place where I could learn to be someone else , almost like a brain washing center , but a good one . Thier teachings made me confused because they wrer programming me like a robot and conforming me to be someone that I was not . You might say , "How is that good ?" Some things I did learn was mostly about myself ya know, mostly things I did to want to be nor did I want thier conformity.I actually got to see who I truly am and it is hard to accept the fact that society in general does not want to see the real me . I am not a bad person , I try to help anyone I can cause I am a big people pleaser . So the confusing part comes in and I usually go back into my little turtle shell . I accept others for who they are , no matter what . We were all put on earth for a purpose shaknow .I feel like I am stuck sometimes . I do what I am supposed to do every day , do you think I have a problem accepting myself and I am just thinking people don't accept me. Sorry if there are any misspelled words this keyboard is not what it used to be . Taking suggestion in on the falling of the chips . Let's see where they fall .


No person can tell you who you really are, only you know that. You can conform yourself to all the advice and directions you recieve from others and fool them into thinking they have changed you. The fact remains though that you will always be you after all the games have played out. That is normal...People are different, dont be concerned about being different just accept it and enjoy it.

You are better off in a shell and happy than being in the world and unhappy. We all have our shells we turn to when we have taken all we can take, that is much better than lashing out. I understand your need for people to share these things with and those people are out there but they are hard to find. They are usually quiet and kinda in their own shell. To me you are a joy to share thoughts with ...honesty always impresses me.

Since: Oct 12

Barbourville

#29 Oct 29, 2012
illusion wrote:
<quoted text>
No person can tell you who you really are, only you know that. You can conform yourself to all the advice and directions you recieve from others and fool them into thinking they have changed you. The fact remains though that you will always be you after all the games have played out. That is normal...People are different, dont be concerned about being different just accept it and enjoy it.
You are better off in a shell and happy than being in the world and unhappy. We all have our shells we turn to when we have taken all we can take, that is much better than lashing out. I understand your need for people to share these things with and those people are out there but they are hard to find. They are usually quiet and kinda in their own shell. To me you are a joy to share thoughts with ...honesty always impresses me.
I believe honesty and acceptance is the best policy . I like that you like that I am honest . yYou have shared your thoughts with me too so therefore I am greatful to read your insight on my lonelyness . Thanks .... you are sweet .
hey

Stearns, KY

#30 Oct 29, 2012
we are all lonely in one way or another. sometimes we are even lonely in a relationship. i know i sure was, sitting side by side, never talking, never doing anything much together, being ignored unless he wanted me to do something for him, being treated as if i was his servant, etc. no attention, no affection, no communication, no intimacy. its terrible and worse than being alone.
Love bug

United States

#31 Oct 29, 2012
Sweetooth wrote:
<quoted text>I am also greatful I could help you too .
Well sounds like you're in love with someone but living with another !
nobody inportant

London, KY

#32 Oct 31, 2012
not all of us is sickos

Since: Oct 12

Barbourville

#33 Oct 31, 2012
Love bug wrote:
<quoted text>Well sounds like you're in love with someone but living with another !
i am living with another....., my mother .
Pearl Jam

Williamsburg, KY

#34 Oct 31, 2012
Sweetooth wrote:
<quoted text>i am living with another....., my mother .
Yet still in love with another!
Flicker

United States

#35 Nov 1, 2012
Love bug wrote:
<quoted text>Well sounds like you're in love with someone but living with another !
This ain't love bug from match.com is it ??????????

Since: Oct 12

Barbourville

#36 Nov 16, 2012
Pearl Jam wrote:
<quoted text>Yet still in love with another!
I meant , I live with my mother ... that is the only other . Not in Love with 2 people ...LOL.. Treboh is the only one I am still in love with . Still ???? I mean come on really .. as I was watching myself type I thought , " Why do I have to dwell on this so long , Why do I still Love Him and What's really going on?" I should be over this by now ... at least the sulking part .
illusion

London, KY

#37 Nov 16, 2012
Sweetooth wrote:
<quoted text>I meant , I live with my mother ... that is the only other . Not in Love with 2 people ...LOL.. Treboh is the only one I am still in love with . Still ???? I mean come on really .. as I was watching myself type I thought , " Why do I have to dwell on this so long , Why do I still Love Him and What's really going on?" I should be over this by now ... at least the sulking part .
Good morning Sweetooth, thought I would say hi, I noticed a reply on this thread,(one of two I track). Its nice to see someone just make statements of their thoughts, rather than trying to impress others with their imaginary intellect. My wish for you today is to understand that which has eluded your understanding, in the past. To see that which has been hidden from you, in the past. To find the companionship and peace that we all seek.

Have a great day....moving forward with your new found understanding and your clear vision.
desperado

London, KY

#38 Nov 16, 2012
seek god you won't be lonely

“Speaker of Mountain Wisdom....”

Since: Jan 10

http://www.panoramio.com/user/

#39 Nov 16, 2012
Sweetooth wrote:
<quoted text>So , this is just what I have gathered from your posts .... Just Be . Right . I don't know if I am taking your suggestions wrong or what but I am always keeping my mind open and greatful I still remain teachable .
Cherokee parable....

Walk your path through life, do not stray from the trail to find someone to help you carry your load... For all you will find is others heading to a different life than you seek and when you later find your path, they will continue on their path and leave you with damaged goods to carry with you along your way.

But as you stick to your path you will run into those both crossing your path as well as a very few following your trail. Those that are on your path will help you with your load and even help shed the damaged goods from your past straying from the trail.

“Speaker of Mountain Wisdom....”

Since: Jan 10

http://www.panoramio.com/user/

#40 Nov 16, 2012
desperado wrote:
seek god you won't be lonely
Which one?

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