...I have a feeling that this guy has done something in the past that makes it hard for him to live with himself, and is begging that his god will forgive him, because man never will.<quoted text>Not at all!
We talk all the time!
Get to know Him, Repent, and He'll talk to you too!
...I've seen many of child molesters garb that big book for forgiveness...when they plug their ears and run their mouth, it's because "no god" = "no one forgives them"
...you'll not be forgiven, you'll be held responsible for what you've done...and if your god don't stop it,he done it.