"I would spit in his eye"...<quoted text>
IF your "god" were real, I would spit in his eye.
I have no respect for a creature who would punish those he "loved" for eternity for the finite "crime" of not worshipping him.
This is why!
He sent you a Savior to take you out of that eternal punishment,
and... you'd spit in His eye?
What an ingrate!
Yet.... He still offers you salvation... Take it, and
say "Thank you"...