So the propaganda tells you that looking for evidence is no way to find god? Of course it does, because it is impossible to find evidence for what does not exist.<quoted text>
God tells us how to find Him. He does not tell us to dig up fossils to find Him. He does not tell us to analyze patterns to find Him. He does not tell us to search for Him in the clouds. He tells us to pray to Him and listen for the still small voice. This must be done with humility and a full intent to act on the answer that you receive.
That voice you hear is the brainwashing that told you to blindly believe.They are called thoughts.