Well, I guess if I believed in a god that was going to burn me for eternity if I din't constantly give him props, I'd probably do the same.<quoted text>
We don't BLOW ourselves up and my little "rantings" as you call them are praises to my God that has saved and delivered me of which you know nothing about. You don't scare me or threaten me. I feel nothing but sorrow for you because you deny our maker. The person you would run to if you Knew Him and not of Him. When you have been RESCUED you realize how much Grace and Mercy you have been shown and therefore I continually PRAISE MY GOD... Continue to think what you will just like I do. I have my own proof. Living proof. That's all I need...thank you Jesus. I love you
It must be terrifying for you. How do you know that you're doing the song and dance right? What about all the people who are certain that you're doing it wrong and are convinced (just as convinced as you) that you are going to hell because you believe differently? I mean, heck if he's willing to eternally torture people with extreme and unrelenting pain for just not believing he exists... what wouldn't set him off? What if what really makes him mad is not using your intelligence and thinking freely and rationally?