Prove their is a god, you can't ,so........<quoted text>
You left out the part about growing up as a Christian then losing your faith in the hardships of teenage angst.
Feeling your god had abandoned you, you began to question and your bitterness slowly pulled you by a leash through the back alley of doubt until you finally, defiantly raised your fist in the air and said through tears, "Well god if you ain't gonna be my genie, I ain't gonna serve you no more."
A failed Christian. A heathen.
Now, you find yourself on topix: the hillbilly MENSA forum, thinking you're executing your revenge on the "god who ignored you" and all his followers. That'll show him! LOL
Too bad you're still undecided about how you really feel.... "was" agnostic, now the "needle" is fluctuating again. Maybe one day, you'll find the mental fortitude to call yourself an Atheist. Until then continue to nurse your doubts.
Former religious NUTS....*sigh*