All what i can say now is that its verry hard for me liveing with out my lil brother. He is everything i had.This year he had so many plans for sumer but its hard that its didnt happend. Im happy that are friends gat out ok.I miss my brother sooooooooo much but i know that now he in a beter place. I know that God will care of him for me. I love you baby boy and miss you a lot. Joshua i want to say thank you very much for being there for him and Drew and Daniel. I love you all.