rape victims
serching for answers

United States

#1 Oct 5, 2011
As far back as I can remember I remember my grandfather molestating me, it was a part of my everyday life, I was maybe four when it started I don't know for sure I only remember I was eight when I finally told my parents he would hurt me at night, he went to jail my parents dropped the case, later age 9 my brother would lie down beside me while I was sleeping n I'd wake up to him touching my cookie I'd move n he would leave, I'd wake up n there next to me on the bed was a pile of his ejaculation, later my father would put lotion on my body after I bathed I was 12 and fully developed I would spend hours touching me fingering me I would just close my eyes n pray to god to make him stop, 13 yrs old my cousin would come over n he too would touch me,now I know people will criticize me n ask y didn't I tell anyone? I did.. Noone listened the first time, as a child I thought it was a punishment cause I allowed my grandfather to do it, I was abused,I was ashamed, I share this story cause I want other women to know do not use this As a reason to become a w**re I hear other women talk about how they were abused and that's why they sleep around and it makes me sick! my childhood was horrible but I didn't let it make me a horrible person.,. I'm stronger than that and you should be to! Cause if u live in fear you will never find happiness, am I right?
typical

Corpus Christi, TX

#2 Oct 5, 2011
Unfortunately this did happen alot back then and probably still now. First want to say sorry for what you have been through, but usually when women get raped there sex life deteriates they do not desire sex due to fear and hurt. The women that sleep around they simply do it for whatever reason. God bless and hope you find peace and healing
serching for answers wrote:
As far back as I can remember I remember my grandfather molestating me, it was a part of my everyday life, I was maybe four when it started I don't know for sure I only remember I was eight when I finally told my parents he would hurt me at night, he went to jail my parents dropped the case, later age 9 my brother would lie down beside me while I was sleeping n I'd wake up to him touching my cookie I'd move n he would leave, I'd wake up n there next to me on the bed was a pile of his ejaculation, later my father would put lotion on my body after I bathed I was 12 and fully developed I would spend hours touching me fingering me I would just close my eyes n pray to god to make him stop, 13 yrs old my cousin would come over n he too would touch me,now I know people will criticize me n ask y didn't I tell anyone? I did.. Noone listened the first time, as a child I thought it was a punishment cause I allowed my grandfather to do it, I was abused,I was ashamed, I share this story cause I want other women to know do not use this As a reason to become a w**re I hear other women talk about how they were abused and that's why they sleep around and it makes me sick! my childhood was horrible but I didn't let it make me a horrible person.,. I'm stronger than that and you should be to! Cause if u live in fear you will never find happiness, am I right?
under the sea

Corpus Christi, TX

#3 Oct 6, 2011
It also happend to me like 10 times or more,it wasnt as bad most of the time it was touching.only one time it was really bad i was about 13 or 14.I try not to think about it,it just makes me tear up.Im 34 know with 3 kids and have a boyfriend.My sex did not deteriate because i dont let it.But i did turn to drugs for years i even started to smoke crack for 3 years.When i found the love of my life i stoped everything i have been clean for 7 months now.
o wow

Dallas, TX

#4 Oct 6, 2011
I am very sorry for what u went through I to am a victim of molestation and u r very brave to come out and get it off ur chest karma will get these perpetrators .God bless u
serching for answers wrote:
As far back as I can remember I remember my grandfather molestating me, it was a part of my everyday life, I was maybe four when it started I don't know for sure I only remember I was eight when I finally told my parents he would hurt me at night, he went to jail my parents dropped the case, later age 9 my brother would lie down beside me while I was sleeping n I'd wake up to him touching my cookie I'd move n he would leave, I'd wake up n there next to me on the bed was a pile of his ejaculation, later my father would put lotion on my body after I bathed I was 12 and fully developed I would spend hours touching me fingering me I would just close my eyes n pray to god to make him stop, 13 yrs old my cousin would come over n he too would touch me,now I know people will criticize me n ask y didn't I tell anyone? I did.. Noone listened the first time, as a child I thought it was a punishment cause I allowed my grandfather to do it, I was abused,I was ashamed, I share this story cause I want other women to know do not use this As a reason to become a w**re I hear other women talk about how they were abused and that's why they sleep around and it makes me sick! my childhood was horrible but I didn't let it make me a horrible person.,. I'm stronger than that and you should be to! Cause if u live in fear you will never find happiness, am I right?
searching for answers

Tomball, TX

#5 Oct 6, 2011
under the sea wrote:
It also happend to me like 10 times or more,it wasnt as bad most of the time it was touching.only one time it was really bad i was about 13 or 14.I try not to think about it,it just makes me tear up.Im 34 know with 3 kids and have a boyfriend.My sex did not deteriate because i dont let it.But i did turn to drugs for years i even started to smoke crack for 3 years.When i found the love of my life i stoped everything i have been clean for 7 months now.
God Bless You and I'm happy that you've found a life away from drugs.
searching for answers

Tomball, TX

#6 Oct 6, 2011
o wow wrote:
I am very sorry for what u went through I to am a victim of molestation and u r very brave to come out and get it off ur chest karma will get these perpetrators .God bless u <quoted text>
Thank u God Bless You
Aaw

United States

#7 Oct 6, 2011
It's nice to know that you found true love and happiness , I was a victim too at the age of 5 I got touched by my friends uncle , then at the age of 7 my own aunt would do the same , then the age of 13 my own uncle would force me to put his private in my mouth , I ask god to forgive me everyday cause I wish death upon them ! Nobody ever believed and it hurt me for so many years . I was scared of guys , or to even have sex . Now I'm with the love of my life and he adores me and promises me that it will never happen to me or my daughter .

God bless u all
Frustration

United States

#8 Oct 12, 2011
This gets me every time I think about it. Isnt it strange how this goes on, and there is no protection for our kids? This happened to my daughter while she lived with her mother. Her mother's uncle did the molesting. I tried to get custody of her, but leagle tape did not let me. CPS were no help either.
Frustration

United States

#9 Oct 12, 2011
I was still in high school when my girlfried at the time told me her father was molesting her. I gave up my youth to protect her. I took her with me to another city at the age of 17. At the age of 20, and two kids later, she leaves me to move in with her father and my two girls.

Life isnt always fair, but God never lets his angles fall!
lol2011

Frisco, TX

#10 Oct 12, 2011
Unfortunately its an ongoing cycle sometimes dk when but hopefully sooner than later it will stop because ur right frustration god does not let his angels fall

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