Bruce Milles

[Poliahu]

My Sweet Bruce,
Gone but not Forgotten.
Still Missing Him so very much.
Whoever reads this Toss one for the
Big Boy n always be sure there is some poke, too.
Meke aloha pua ole a hui hou.
Aloha Keakua.

[Poliahu]

It will soon be a year [9/09/08] since my dear Bruce passed away. How time passes by too fast.
I still imagine him being alive and well being his sweet wonderful self caring and watching over each of us. I know he is with our Lord relaxing and taking care of business as usual.
Gone but not forgotten.
Gone but still missed and loved so very much.
Again toss one for the big guy who is now looking over each of us, being the sheriff as he was.
Blessings be upon all of you.
Still loving you my dearest Bruce.
Aloha Kea Kua.

[Kehau]

Yes, the year has surely gone by fast. I too miss him so much. I can still hear him laugh, and see him in my mind being his same ol' kolohe self as if he's still among us.
In fact I went to Kauai a few months ago and went to get my rental car. I provided my id, the women pulled up my reservation but it had the name Bruce on it. The agent asked me if I knew a Bruce, my girlfriends and I looked at each other and I said Yes why????
Ohhhh...it's on the reservation, she then said ahhhh never mind. The previous year I went to Kauai, Bruce called me and asked where are you? when I told him Kauai he wanted to be there...this time he was there and letting me know he was there in Spirit. Even while on the other side he's still kolohe and I love it.
Me ke aloha a mau loa....La'akeaonalani!!!!

[Poliahu]

Today Bruce would have been 49 years old. How time passes so fast. It seems it was yesterday when we were celebrating another of his birthdays either here or on Oahu or the Big Island. I can still picture his sweet smiles and being showered with all of his love n hugs n kisses. He has been visiting me and always reassuring me its all okay up there. He would always say if I get there before you, no worry I'll be waiting for you at the pearley gates and I will print your name on the golden stairs just in case they refuse me passage. But no forget to throw me a rope and bring me up with you, ok. I would then say stop being silly, no talk like that n he would just laugh n hug me. He would sing me that song and play his guitar.
We all have such sweet wonderful memories of my dear Bruce. Forever to have n to hold within our hearts and mind.
Yesterday my cell signaled me to check messages and there was his voice laughing and wishing we were together. Yes, I still have several messages saved on my cell and when ever I start thinking of him it will ring me back. His last call was the day before he passed, we were gonna meet on Oahu for my birthday on 9/10. He said, "No worry I will always be with you n I will meet you tomorrow night." Now I celebrate my birthday on another day sseeing its to close to his death.
My dearest Bruce, Happy Birthday Big Boy. Still loving you n still missing you Sweetie.
Again Gone but not forgotten.
A hui hou. Aloha Keakua.

[Bonnie]

Hi Poliahu,

I am an old friend of Bruce's. I just ran into a mutual friend, a police officer from Honolulu. He told me Bruce passed away. I googled him to confirm it.. hard for me to believe. I haven't seen him since 1998. Can you email me the photo(s) of Bruce? I am sure some friends here on Oahu would loveeeeeeee to see them! Mahalo and God Bless always. email addres - [e-mail]

[Poliahu]

It will soon be two years since Bruce left us. It seems it was just yesterday that we were sitting together with a bottle of Don n laughing n having such memorable times. Just wanted to share this with all of you, who still have my dear Bruce still on your mind.
"My Dearest Sweetest Bruce,
I wish Heaven had a phone, so I could talk with you instead of listening to your voice mails you left for me. I thought of you today but thats nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and the day before that too. I think of you in silence. I often speak your name and all I have are terrific wonderful memories which belong to just us. I always see you in my dreams smiling with your hand reaching out to me. Mahalo for being my very special Guardian Angel. I don't need your picture in a frame, for you will forever be in my heart, until we meet again, a hui hou my Love..."
Repeat this if you have someone in Heaven that you are missing here on earth.
Malama Pono. Aloha Kea Kua.

[Poliahu Honolulu]

How time passes by so fast. Today marks two years of Bruce's passing.
We all get so busy with life, remembering things which we should be letting go of. I still hear his voice on my cell I just can't delete it.
He still visits with me and tells me everything is alright. Can't express the loss I still feel.
Gods Blessings be upon all of you who after this long, still remembers that big boy, toss one for him, ok.
Aloha my Love, until we meet again.

[Poliahu]

Aloha Pumehana my dearest Bruce. U would be the big 50 today. How time just drifts away since your passing.
Again I say GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN MY SWEET BRUCE.
We will meet again one day. But in the mean time remember all the promises we made to each other over the years. Like we said, "If u get to Heaven before me, we promised each other to print our names on the golden stairs my Love.
U r always with me every day.
A hui hou my Dearest.
Still Loving U so very much.
C U when I C U my Love XXXXOOOOO
Until we meet again.
Hugs n Happy 50th Birthday BLM.

[Poliahu Big Island]

How soon everyone forgot about u my Love.
But you are always on my mind and forever in my heart my sweetest Bruce. If only people understood you as I did you would have had a wonderful life doing as you wanted to do and not what everyone expected you to do
So sad, maybe now they realize that their actions were very selfish and they was only thinking of themselves never you. But they are the ones that have to live with their actions now that you are gone.
As for you and I we were so in tune with each other and we both knew what you longed for such a long time.
No worries I sleep well every night with you in my heart for we both have our secrets to have and to hold forever.
Until next time my Love be at Peace. Until we meet again my Love a hui hou...

[Nan]

Wow, your love for Bruce and his for you shines through loud and clear. I'm so happy you had each other and more so, I'm very pleased to know you were always there for him. Your words ring true. Find peace Poliau, he would have wanted you to be happy.

[Poliahu Big Island]

Nan wrote:

Wow, your love for Bruce and his for you shines through loud and clear. I'm so happy you had each other and more so, I'm very pleased to know you were always there for him. Your words ring true. Find peace Poliau, he would have wanted you to be happy.

Aloha No Nan,
Gods Blessings be upon you n all your ohana.
Mahalo Tita for your kind words.
Aloha Kea Kua...

[Poliahu]

Today makes 3 years for the passing of my dearest Bruce. Strange but true I'll never forget his passing seeing it is the day before my birthday. I guess he didn't want me to forget him either:D
I still miss him so n he still visits me. But oh how time rushes by n the clock keeps ticking minute by minute as we live our lives.
As I always said,
"My Dearest Bruce gone but not forgotten my Love."
God be with you till we meet again.
Aloha Pumehana my Love XXXXXOOOOOO

[Poliahu]

Hauoli La Hanau My Dearest Bruce. You would be 51 years old today n I know you are clacking your heels in celebration of the day you were born =).
Yes the clock is still ticking for all of us you left behind. For whatever reason you are gone n in a better place, watching over all of us.
Gone but never forgotten Sweetie.
Say what people want to say about your death but it does not matter to me. We can all speculate but what for right.
Life goes on n everyone continue as if u were never here, oh well as u would say, Whateva!
Just wanted to say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BRUCE XXXOOO.
With All My Love Sweetie n Lots of Hugs...
Still Loving U n Still Missing U...
May the Lord watch between me n thee while we are absent one from the other. Amene...
Until we meet again a Hui Ho, B4N =)

[Poliahu at Mauna Kea]

Today makes 6 years since Bruce left this earth n moved on to Heaven.
OMG can't ever forget this date seeing tomorrow is my birthday. The strangest thing I've had 2 very difficult life changing events in my life n Bruce's passing was the second event. FYI on this date it was also a tragic day of the bombing of NYC Twin Towers. Compared to all the grief every one else suffered n loosing loved ones, mine is just a minute thing but also very important to me...
I look up to Heaven each day n whisper quietly,
"THE DAY U LEFT, I LOST A PART OF ME. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE GONE. I HOPE GOD KNOWS, HE HAS AN AMAZING ANGEL... I KNOW YOU'RE LOOKING DOWN ON ME!!! YOUR LIFE WAS A BLESSING, YOUR MEMORY A TREASURE, YOU R LOVED BEYOND WORDS N MISSED BEYOND MEASURE 9/906. THINKING OF U TODAY N ALWAYS BRUCE MY DEAREST...
A HUI HO MY DARLING, I know we will meet again one of these days, oops never forget all the promises we made Bruce so you'd better b waiting =) I Love U n Missing U...B4N...

[Poliahu]

Hey Sweetie,
Here I am once again...
If roses grew in heaven
I would ask the Angels to pick a bunch n
give it to U from me...
Of course they would have to be exactly
like the ones U always gave to me...
U never said You were leaving
U never said Goodbye
U were gone before I knew it
N only God knows why...
If Love alone could save U
I would have gladly gave my life n
U never would have died...
In life I Loved U Dearly
In death I Love U still
In my heart I hold a place
for only U still...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE BLM,
I know the Angels are all Rejoicing n
Celebrating your 52nd birthday...
Dreams will keep U near me I know,
Farewell for just a while,
for just a little while...
With All My Love Forever,B4N
Still Loving U n Missing U...
Just Me *'
U
PS
GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN TO ALL
OF "U" WHO LEFT US, ALL TO SOON TO
BE FLYING W/ ANGELS IN HEAVEN...
Oops my other entry said 6 yrs gone,
it s/b 4 yrs then, kala mai au.

[lehua novit]

Aloha Poliahu...
I just found this site and was touched at your endearing posts... Just wanted to share that many of Bruces Kamehameha classmates remember and love him as well... He is truly missed and will never be forgotten... Aloha and mahalo for sharing such loving memories...

[Poliahu]

Hui Lehua,
I am more then happy to share all the wonderful memories I have of Bruce. It was such a joy being around him, I'll never forget him...
U should share your memories, cause that's all we can do now =D.
We shared a lot of time together before I moved. He would pick up my Mom from the beauty shop with his work car n bring her back to my store. She always enjoyed his company so very much.
Everyone Loved Bruce n I now know he was an Angel on loan here on Earth.
Mahalo Kea Kua for giving us a chance to Love n Enjoy Bruce.
STILL MISSING U N STILL LOVING U
N GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN MY DEAREST BRUCE.
A HUI HOU SWEETIE...XXXOOO

God's Blessings B Upon U N Yours, Lehua...
B4N...