Yes, I recall your warnings. But, by then, I was too deep into it and too damaged in mind and emotions to pay heed. Now, the spell has lifted and I'm out of it and have broken ties with that evil guru but the damage persists and besides I have lost so much in life and have turned into a suicidal wreck.<quoted text>
In my very early exchanges with you Joel, I warned you about the occult dangers of your chosen path.
Note, I may not have used the word occult but the essence was spoken of.
Do you remember my warning?
Wish me well.
I want to live.
I don't want to die.
Had I listened to my parents then, I'd have completed the doctorate in a hard physical science by now and been in the US or perhaps at the BARC in Mumbai using my incisive intellectual talents.
But, now, everything is in a big mess.
The future looks bleak and I will have to take violent action against that evil ex-gurus given the fact that he's destroyed my family, ruined my life and is still targeting me with his occult power till now.
BTW, your conclusion about my actual ancestral faith (or ethno-religious background) that you'd given around 2 years ago is correct and most importantly your warnings about the grave dangers of the occult have been bang on target.