Hang in there pal, chew on it a bit longer.<quoted text>
Uh... no, sweetie, the "Butcher's Bill" is an euphemism signifying the death toll in a conflict orchestrated by plutocrats. The "meat" in question is human. Surely you weren't advocating cannibalism?
Many times we see people like you when they've failed to achieve ego identity during adolescence. Occasionally it persists into 'adulthood'.... that's a euphemism for mature.....which is a euphemism for pornographic. It all fits together nicely, don't you think