That should help - pretend that God cares about your fantasy - I'm sure that makes you feel better<quoted text>1 Timothy 4:2 (Geneva)
(2) Speaking lies in (b) hypocrisy; having their (c) conscience seared with a hot iron;
(2) Even though heretics pretend holiness ever so much, yet they have no conscience.
(b) For they will as it were practise the art of disguised persons and players, so that we may not think they will lie lurking in some one corner or keep any resemblance of being shameful.
(c) Whose conscience became so hard, that there grew a callous over it, and so became to have a canker in it, and now at length required by very necessity to be burned with a hot iron.
(But it doesn't make you any less pathetic)