I expect that, to you, it looks as if someone is just walking by as you lay on a sidewalk bleeding and I am profoundly sorry if it feels that way.
I am not a young man. But in a way, it is as if I am a first year dental student and you need a willing, top rated surgeon. I want to take you to a concert at old Massey Hall then go and eat some poppyseed cake and swig coffee down near High Park.What does a first year dental student know about severe lacerations and punctured lungs. As a first year dentist I am still encouraging you to eat poppyseeds which will get stuck between your teeth and in your gums!
I can wish the wish the best for you bud and letting go of things is sometimes not possible when it has become a mission. Whatever direction you walk in will take you somewhere.
That's all I have got, take care.
Sadly, two people here insist that I should abandon my pursuit of justice and my pursuit of criminals in Canadian academia. In Canada, there is no accessible press. CBC runs on your money and their "disclosures" are theatrical performance - the most important facts are not revealed to the public. The press is run by monopolies; it is FORBIDDEN to publish the names of crooks in the universities who steal public money, falsify research results or falsify authorship of scientific discoveries. Canada is a unique country that does not have whistleblower protection laws. And here, there are people who tell me, probably the only person in this country who is fighting these criminals in academia for two decades, to abandon my fight! I think, if you have minimally decent intentions, you should help me to propagate the awareness of the situation, let everyone, especially those who will go to universities, know about the crimes committed there and about your government supporting criminals. The documents on my web site are telling a horrific story. Anyone in this situation is advised to keep quiet, this is a routine advice in academia. They tell you that you will be OK if you just keep quiet. Then, the criminals take a full control and decimate the complainer. I spend years before I understood how this system works. The Canadian system of higher education and scientific research must go down the drain. Again,- read the documents here: the web site is "University of Toronto Fraud" at http://www.universitytorontofraud.com and help to restore lawful order in this country.