LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8648 Sep 9, 2013
LunaticFringe wrote:
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Nothing will make a difference now. I'm a robot. I do not love. I do not grieve. It's a nightmare. I can't believe what happened to me is real. Sometimes you have to read between the lines instead of being an ass and lying to yourself about the reality. It's like one of those horror movies / shows with the ironic endings where the protagonist stares up into the sky as the camera zooms out screaming because he's made had some horrible realization.
But enough about me. It's always about me.
What's your situation? Theories?
this read between the lines garbage is lame. damn perps.

Since: Sep 12

Location hidden

#8649 Sep 9, 2013
LunaticFringe wrote:
I'm a psychological abuser. I'm not a physical one but psychological abuse can be just as bad.
You're a TI, right?

Then, you should already know that "psychological abuse" is sometimes WORSE than physical abuse.

Not judging, just sayin'.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8650 Sep 9, 2013
A Special Place In Hell wrote:
<quoted text>
You're a TI, right?
Then, you should already know that "psychological abuse" is sometimes WORSE than physical abuse.
Not judging, just sayin'.
It's okay, I'm sick of being afraid to face things. The stigma goes both ways. That's why they do what they do. Well, maybe some of these groups aren't so bad. They don't have to be all part of the same thing. What happened to me wasn't a random act of malice. They're torturing me because they are doing one of two things:

1) Treating me for my abusive personality OR
2) Just trying to get revenge on me.

OR they're doing both. I don't know. I'm leaning towards 1) perhaps a bit of 2)

For the rest of you.. you might be dealing with evil people. The guys who came after me, might not be so bad...not that that makes me feel any better. I have no idea what they did, and what their angle is. I have noticed slight changes in my behvaiors, thoughts, and emotions, and this really bothers me. These groups may be highly political regarding their views of many things.

I can agree with them on a few things. I agree that idolizing someone is just as bad as devaluing them because it involves objectifiation. I agree with them that romantic scripts can be deadly and destructive because they force your partner in to role that you define. These things make sense to me. I agree that in my case what I did had something to do wih contempt for the girl. I wasn't fully aware of that and that is what manifested my behaviors. I am also very narcissitic and I have a low self esteem. I was projecting my desires on to her, living through her. I even suggested she study and do the things that I wanted to do.

Aggression is strange thing. You can bottle it up and ruminate which can lead to issues, especially if you're not particularly in tune with your feelings, unaware of your real motives.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8651 Sep 9, 2013
A Special Place In Hell wrote:
<quoted text>
You're a TI, right?
Then, you should already know that "psychological abuse" is sometimes WORSE than physical abuse.
Not judging, just sayin'.
Yeah, I think I've read that somewhere that too. I'm not going to deny that.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8652 Sep 9, 2013
Michaela wrote:
<quoted text>
Your words mean nothing here unless you explain what you mean... and you need to try harder of you are trying to expose corruption.
Have a look back through some of the threads. Actually, I might not have explained it. The "tapes" are pre-recorded for use with DEW. They convey "messages" that are "fried", for lack of a better word into the subconscious. They make up the paranoid experience. They also possibly "activated" during dissociated states. Ok. I realize this all sounds nuts. It's just too much to explain..... doesn't matter anymore. I don't know who I am anymore.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8653 Sep 9, 2013
*posts in this thread. not threads
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8654 Sep 9, 2013
Michaela wrote:
<quoted text>
Your words mean nothing here unless you explain what you mean... and you need to try harder of you are trying to expose corruption.
Sorry.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8655 Sep 9, 2013
You perps really are assholes.. my dad bought that stupid CD. And 2/3s to 4/5ths of my so called friends haven't called me in years!! I know now you're on here. I am the Terminator. This sucks. I hate thinking. I'm actually coherent right now.

Just throwing it out there. Have you heard of the connection between a drop in acetylcholine and mania? Of course you have.. I wish I could know more...Yeah, the technology interferes with acetylcholine doesn't it? So it could cause a manic state as in a manic love. Just a thought. I wasn't out of it from the first time when I first met her, part of me was behind. Is that why my brain shut off so easily.. now I'm the Terminator. I better buy some shades I guess.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8656 Sep 9, 2013
I guess I'll spend my life locked inside alone. That's a great way to have healthy relationships.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8657 Sep 9, 2013
LunaticFringe wrote:
I guess I'll spend my life locked inside alone. That's a great way to have healthy relationships.
Thank you whoever judged my post.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8658 Sep 9, 2013
Please tell me what my type of love is, and why it's no good anymore, why women don't want it. I want to know the politics, I want to know what music is right to listen to, I want to know whether melodies should be abolished like in that equilibria movie where they get rid of all art.

Beatuy is deadly, isn't she? She's tempting and hard to let go of, isn't she? Is that why? Is that why I should stop listening to music? the truth is laced in it, and you'll find it everywhere, even in the worst of genres.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8659 Sep 9, 2013
You know what? I've never broke into anyone's email account but tou don't have to in order to make it look like your sending an email from someone else's account!! you only need to use an smtp server daemon on your local machine and set the header. It's a bad joke though. Make sure you make it CLEAR it's a joke. It's cool. So don't get too freaked out by the perps. They don't necessarily have your personal information..losers that they are.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8660 Sep 9, 2013
sorry, shouldn't be calling the perps losers should I. I'm learning slowly I hope.

Since: Sep 12

Location hidden

#8661 Sep 9, 2013
A MESSAGE TO HUMANITY
__________
NOVEMBER 5, 2013
March on Washington, D.C.

https://www.youtube.com/watch ...

Bring your Children, Mothers and Fathers, Friends and Relatives.

***"To remind the world what it has forgotten: That fairness, justice and freedom are more than just words."
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8663 Sep 9, 2013
I've been abusing these forums a bit. I just think there are perps on here and monitoring this stuff so I'm kind of hoping they'll hear me.
Michaela

Manassas, VA

#8664 Sep 10, 2013
Referring to an earlier post of yours, what are you holding in? Where do you want to be locked in for good? The cause of your problems is your bad self-esteem. Watch who you choose for your scapegoats. If you have important info, you need to share it.
LunaticFringe wrote:
I've been abusing these forums a bit. I just think there are perps on here and monitoring this stuff so I'm kind of hoping they'll hear me.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8665 Sep 10, 2013
Michaela wrote:
Referring to an earlier post of yours, what are you holding in? Where do you want to be locked in for good? The cause of your problems is your bad self-esteem. Watch who you choose for your scapegoats. If you have important info, you need to share it.
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Actually that post was a little nuts. I realize now it was bs. I know most people on here refer to being "classic" gang stalking targets. I believe gang stalking is due to completely to DEW. It's like a virus they implant in you via some form of remote hypnosis. I know it's nuts but I believe this is the souce of the whole gang stalking experience. Once again, I fell for one of their tricks. I thought that literally holding in my urination would get me out of it. That's a little too simple right. Don't listen to the voices. Or do listen to the voice. I don't know.

What do you do if you're trapped by someone? Do you comply? or Do you rebel?

I don't know. I've just about given up. I think I might just listen. I'm not really blaming any particular member, but I was contacted by them.. refer the post by Endoraaaaa on page 333

http://www.topix.com/forum/blogs/T6SIJEJPAALK...

See that, that's them and it's not a joke. He's talking about mind control. They literally pay hypnopadeic tapes into your subconscious.

gang stalking is due to paranoia induced by hypnotic electronic mind control technology.

Since: Sep 12

Location hidden

#8666 Sep 10, 2013
LunaticFringe wrote:
I see love as an act of rebellion.
It IS an "act of rebellion", these days. Don't you think?

LF:
"Beauty is deadly, isn't she? She's tempting and hard to let go of, isn't she?"

Why would you want to "let go of beauty"? Isn't that all we have, sometimes?

And, when "she" shines the mirror in your direction, think twice before blaming "her" for what you see.

Since: Sep 12

Location hidden

#8667 Sep 10, 2013
LunaticFringe wrote:
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What do you do if you're trapped by someone? Do you comply? or Do you rebel?
Do you "like" this entrapment? Is it pleasant? Does it serve your purposes, as well? Or, are you just going along for the ride?

Is this really about GS/OS, or are you just lamenting on some "chick"?

Can't help ya' there, then.

If this "entrapment" has anything to do with GS/OS, then I'd say:

REBEL LIKE HELL.
LunaticFringe

Toronto, Canada

#8668 Sep 10, 2013
A Special Place In Hell wrote:
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It IS an "act of rebellion", these days. Don't you think?
LF:
"Beauty is deadly, isn't she? She's tempting and hard to let go of, isn't she?"
Why would you want to "let go of beauty"? Isn't that all we have, sometimes?
And, when "she" shines the mirror in your direction, think twice before blaming "her" for what you see.
Very nice. I thought about it too. Probably shouldn't refer to it as "she"

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