Gang Stalking Debate Forum!
Sarah

Los Angeles, CA

#7239 Feb 4, 2013
David B wrote:
Once the smear campaign is underway, and people get to talking. You can never truly clear your name. People close to you might know its not true. But people are still not gonna understand. And there not gonna be comfortable when your around.
I would love the chance to clear my name. It sucks not being able to verbally defend yourself,against the allegations. Its to widespread, and you dont know exactly what was said. The only way it seems possible is to move away.
Who would want to socialize with someone being accused of being violent,racist, pedofile,gay, or a terrorist? Once that gets started people are going to shy away from you. Some people will go out of their way to screw with you. Maybe its as simple as that.
I believe in giving people the benefit of the doubt. But I also know most people wont do that. Some people believe whatever they hear. And its easier to believe a lie then search/dig for the truth.
What I do know is my reputation is screwed. Its gonna take years for me to clear my name. Also noone wants to talk about it. So most of those feelings are repressed. But life goes on.
You can look at it another way: it's just like high school, really. Rumors aren't as damaging as the other things that go on in these situations. Being slandered incessantly is bad, but I'm so used to it that I don't really care. Besides, most of our population is not comprised of brilliant intellectuals, if you know what I'm saying. People are gullible and will believe anything.
ptw

Orlando, FL

#7240 Feb 4, 2013
Again, good luck with those social/cultural issues/perspective.....
Sid

San Jose, CA

#7241 Feb 4, 2013
Sarah wrote:
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You can look at it another way: it's just like high school, really. Rumors aren't as damaging as the other things that go on in these situations. Being slandered incessantly is bad, but I'm so used to it that I don't really care. Besides, most of our population is not comprised of brilliant intellectuals, if you know what I'm saying. People are gullible and will believe anything.
You don't have trouble slandering people yourself.
Ct lady

West Haven, CT

#7242 Feb 5, 2013
My companion died in his sleep Sunday morning. There was no warning- just a loud sigh and he was gone. Behind the bed where each of our heads lie against the wall, are two perfect rectangles. One for his head, and one for mine. Cops weren't sure what caused the "perfect" discoloration, But I do. We could hear the weapons being turned on above our heads and behind the wall where we would lean our heads while reading.

Since: Dec 09

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#7243 Feb 5, 2013
Ct lady wrote:
My companion died in his sleep Sunday morning. There was no warning- just a loud sigh and he was gone. Behind the bed where each of our heads lie against the wall, are two perfect rectangles. One for his head, and one for mine. Cops weren't sure what caused the "perfect" discoloration, But I do. We could hear the weapons being turned on above our heads and behind the wall where we would lean our heads while reading.
Sorry to hear of you loss. My condolences.

Since: Sep 12

Location hidden

#7244 Feb 5, 2013
ct lady,

I'm so terribly sorry for your loss. I hope you will find comfort and support during this time. Thinking of you.
ptw

Orlando, FL

#7245 Feb 6, 2013
Our family's sympathy to you and your family in the loss of your companion, confidant and loved one.
Ct lady

West Haven, CT

#7246 Feb 6, 2013
Thank you folks, so very much. I am going to have to move as I do not have the income for the apartment. We had just adopted two cats as well. I miss him terribly and can't figure out how he was awake and talking at 5 AM and dead at 7 with nothing but a loud sigh a bit earlier.

A few days prior he said he was feeling weak and did not go out- he laid in that bed reading, where you can actually see the marks the weapons behind our heads made. Perfect rectangles. No one's head is shaped like that. I think the weapons weakened his heart and eventually killed him.

Since: Dec 09

Location hidden

#7248 Feb 6, 2013
CT lady,

Once again I am sorry for your loss.

in case you had planned to, I wish also to caution you from posting your companion's obituary here in the interest of preserving your and your companion's privacy.
David B

New Orleans, LA

#7249 Feb 6, 2013
CT Lady,

I've never been good with words comforting someone after losing a loved one. I'll sincerly pray that Jesus will comfort you, and help you cope with your loss. Thoghts, and prayers to you,and your family.

God Bless you.
Ct lady

West Haven, CT

#7250 Feb 7, 2013
Thank you David.
Sid

Vallejo, CA

#7252 Feb 8, 2013
Ct lady, just want to say that I'm still thinking of you. Know there is a lot you are dealing with right now.

Since: Sep 12

Location hidden

#7254 Feb 11, 2013
Anyone ever hear the song by Muse, "Uprising"?
Might be "our" anthem:

The paranoia is in bloom, the PR
The transmissions will resume
They'll try to push drugs
Keep us all dumbed down and hope that
We will never see the truth around
(So come on!)

Another promise, another scene, another
A package not to keep us trapped in greed
With all the green belts wrapped around our minds
And endless red tape to keep the truth confined
(So come on!)

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

Interchanging mind control
Come let the revolution take its toll if you could
Flick the switch and open your third eye, you'd see that
We should never be afraid to die
(So come on!)

Rise up and take the power back, it's time that
The fat cats had a heart attack, you know that
Their time is coming to an end
We have to unify and watch our flag ascend

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

Hey .. hey ... hey .. hey!

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

Hey .. hey ... hey .. hey!

Ct lady

West Haven, CT

#7255 Feb 12, 2013
I do not believe my companion died a natural death. Behind our heads were those two perfect triangles- his darker than mine cause he read in bed alot and I did not. I measured the rectangles. They exactly match the dimensions of our microwave when you open the door.

Thank you to all for your kindness. I felt everything was going well except the EH. We were supposed to be married on Valentines' DAY AND HAD adopted 2 wonderful unwanted cats. Now I have 2 weeks to get out. Clean the place up. Etc. We are all snowed in here and even getting to the store is a horror.
Ct lady

West Haven, CT

#7256 Feb 12, 2013
I meant rectangles not triangles. sorry.

Since: Dec 09

Location hidden

#7257 Feb 12, 2013
Ct lady wrote:
I meant rectangles not triangles. sorry.
Which church were to marry in? I will donate in his name!
Ct lady

West Haven, CT

#7259 Feb 14, 2013
I measured the rectangles and they are identical in size to our microwave oven when open.
Ct lady

West Haven, CT

#7260 Feb 14, 2013
HS- I would give you the name of the Church but then he could be identified.Thank you for your gracious offer.

BTW- the perps are on hold for now. I think they realize they went too far. They are not sending the odd tones my way nor dropping the bowling balls above my head.No one is screaming "die C--t) as before.

They went too far- killed a good man-on the vestry of the Church-and they must have seen his body being wheeled out...They saw alot of cops there as well, and, if they were listening in, calls to the FBI and medical examiner.

Since: Dec 09

Location hidden

#7261 Feb 14, 2013
CT lady,

A church vestry is usually a member of an Episcopal church. You don't have to identify him, but does his church know of his passing?
Ct lady

West Haven, CT

#7262 Feb 15, 2013
Yes they do and a memorial service is in the planning. As we were not yet married,the probate issues are complicated. He has a son but they did not communicate. I feel the son should get everything possible.

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