Not believing in something for which there is no proof is not hating; it's purely logical. Now that you have your own deity, do you think thor, zeus, etc, are or could also be real?
yes I understand. if you read past my first sentence you would see , that I said I truly did not believe in a god, but if there was one, then I hated him.
kinda like the atheist I talk to now, they say they dont believe in god but then again they are not completly against the idea, but most cannot believe in any god that has been presented to them thus far.