Truth be told Root, you're the one who really needs help.<quoted text>Let me help you. Your words are not polite. We need to address this first.
I'm trying to be helpful here, so please don't get all upset.
Root, the help you need is way beyond the capability of anyone here - even yours truly.
So maybe you should start by paying a visit to your family doctor.
Then you might be able to get that badly needed referral to a psychologist.
Don't forget the 12 step guidelines.
The most crucial step in rehab is that first one.
Admitting to yourself that you have the problem.
Be strong. You can have a much better and more fulfilling life.
All you have to do is make it past that first step.