Hmmmm, care to elaborate more on that. That word thrust sounds like something went wrong to make you go from good into being a thug, hmmmmmm.
Bad things happen to good people, and although a Black man may have something in his history or even his current situation, that does not always reflect the true content of his character, you also have some so-called "bruhvas" who just carry a fascade of being upright & "clean", but are B@[email protected]$ in reality.
You really do have some people that look good ON PAPER, just like there are those that aren't as attractive ON PAPER. But, like YOU said...you have to LOOK past thr LOOKS.