our emotional turbulance in the material is not our true nature. Our ups and down are purly imaginary create by our false ego."Thoughts are nothing but castles in the air. Feelings are more material, more substantial. They transform you. Thinking about love is not going to help, but feeling love is bound to change you. Thinking is very much loved by the ego, because the ego feeds on fictions.
The ego cannot digest any reality, and thinking is a fictitious process. It is a kind of dreaming, a sophisticated dreaming. Dreams are pictorial and thinking is conceptual, but the process is the same. Dreaming is a primitive kind of thinking, and thinking is a civilized kind of dreaming.Thinking is very selfish and egoistic. Feeling is more altruistic, less egoistic. Being is no-ego, egolessness -- neither selfishness nor altruism but a spontaneity, a moment-to-moment responsiveness.--Osho
The material exist because of the ego. That ego is whats causes pleasurable moment and unpleasurable ones. That ego is wanting to be independent of that Supreme Peace. So consciousness gives us diverse feelings to fit our ego. But its not real. Just illusory energy for stroking the ego.