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brina

Boston, MA

#1 May 24, 2012
I hate being black..
Wow, I feel like crying just typing this. Everyday someone has to make a comment about black people. Like in my school, there was a fight between to ghetto girls at lunch. All the black people were getting involved in it and all the white people just stood and laughed and got scared, etc . I just watched in disgust. Then, when I sat down at my lunch table, a white boy that sits at my table said" Ugh, more black girls. You know, this school would be better without black people." And then him and another white boy that sat at my table started categorizing blacks.( Stealers, Poor, Ghetto, Ugly) I just wanted to cry , so I went to the bathroom at my school and started crying silently. I'm not in any of those categories! They just think just because the majority of blacks are like that in my school, all blacks are like that!(Man I'm crying now..) Most black people in my school try to act ghetto , because they think that's the way black people act. I'm actually really smart and non-ghetto and people call me an oreo. I have all a's and a B and B-, and most people say that's really rare for a black person to have those grades. That's why they say the school would be better without blacks. I also live in a nice 2 story house in a nice neighborhood, so I'm not poor like lots of people say. I hate being categorized and stereotyped. And when I walk into stores in the mall, white people just stare and look at me like they're waiting for me to steal something. I don't steal! And, I want to be a pediatrician when I grow up, but I never see black people that are pediatricians. Maybe they are nurses or something but never pediatricians. And, I'm afraid the patients are going to say in their mind" Oh no, we have a black doctor... she's not gonna help us.." Also, many white boys in my school say blacks are ugly and they would never date a black girl. They say they never see black girls with long hair like whites. And if they do, they immediately think it's a weave or wig. That brings my self esteem down. And with all this hate blacks are getting my self esteem is REALLY low. I'm SO uncomfortable in my own skin. I'm thinking about buying skin bleaching cream from Walmart today to make my skin lighter. I even thought about killing myself.. and If this black hate gets really out of hand, I might just do it..
I don't feel loved at all in this world being a black..
Whites are pathetic

Sicklerville, NJ

#2 May 24, 2012
So you hate being black because of a few recessive white males? Don't hate yourself because of them. They are mad cause they crack and peel when the sun hits them.

Whites are not what they are cracked up to be they are genetically weaker then us be proud of who you are!!! In 500 more years there will be no white people at this rate and they know it. Non white babies as of this year OUTNUMBER white babies in USA.
unkown

Mosman Park, Australia

#5 May 24, 2012
every single race of people in the world are beautiful in their own way. White girls have nicer hair...THATS ABOUT IT. but black girls can have the exact same hair...its called weaving....so don't feel down or sad about who you are because almighty god put you and your race on this earth for a purpose, just as he did with everyone....so keep your head up and don't cry because once you reach the gates of heaven god isn't going to even notice your skin color
saddle up

Tampa, FL

#9 May 24, 2012
brina wrote:
I hate being black..
Wow, I feel like crying just typing this. Everyday someone has to make a comment about black people. Like in my school, there was a fight between to ghetto girls at lunch. All the black people were getting involved in it and all the white people just stood and laughed and got scared, etc . I just watched in disgust. Then, when I sat down at my lunch table, a white boy that sits at my table said" Ugh, more black girls. You know, this school would be better without black people." And then him and another white boy that sat at my table started categorizing blacks.( Stealers, Poor, Ghetto, Ugly) I just wanted to cry , so I went to the bathroom at my school and started crying silently. I'm not in any of those categories! They just think just because the majority of blacks are like that in my school, all blacks are like that!(Man I'm crying now..) Most black people in my school try to act ghetto , because they think that's the way black people act. I'm actually really smart and non-ghetto and people call me an oreo. I have all a's and a B and B-, and most people say that's really rare for a black person to have those grades. That's why they say the school would be better without blacks. I also live in a nice 2 story house in a nice neighborhood, so I'm not poor like lots of people say. I hate being categorized and stereotyped. And when I walk into stores in the mall, white people just stare and look at me like they're waiting for me to steal something. I don't steal! And, I want to be a pediatrician when I grow up, but I never see black people that are pediatricians. Maybe they are nurses or something but never pediatricians. And, I'm afraid the patients are going to say in their mind" Oh no, we have a black doctor... she's not gonna help us.." Also, many white boys in my school say blacks are ugly and they would never date a black girl. They say they never see black girls with long hair like whites. And if they do, they immediately think it's a weave or wig. That brings my self esteem down. And with all this hate blacks are getting my self esteem is REALLY low. I'm SO uncomfortable in my own skin. I'm thinking about buying skin bleaching cream from Walmart today to make my skin lighter. I even thought about killing myself.. and If this black hate gets really out of hand, I might just do it..
I don't feel loved at all in this world being a black..
No one should hate who they are, as much as no one should hate who you are. Racism, from your classmates and from the likes of me is one thing, but it is quite troubling and diagnostic of the problem within the negro community, when fellow blacks hate you for not being ghetto trash like them.

Despite what the racists on all sides say, the US is a society where anyone can be educated and become a success. All it takes is ability, dedication and hard work. In big society, a s a whole, you will reap the benefits of your education but along the way you have to deal with the black negativity of being 'anti-education'.

Many of us whites do try and figure out why negroes are so against being educated, is it just jealousy because they know that they do not have the guts and determination to learn? Or do they prefer the easy way out and just steal their way into an easy grave?

I hope that you are not put off of being educated by ignorant ghetto trash, keep at it. I can see that you are having a hard time from all sides, but really nothing worthwhile is easy, and should you be brave enough your education should raise you out of and away from the gutter mentality of these wannabe gangstas and rednecks.

The way could be hard but, do you really want to go the alternative route?

But never, ever hate yourself. whoever or whatever you are it is YOUR opinion of yourself that matters, do you think ghetto or redneck trash give a freak what people think of them?

Level 1

Since: May 12

Atlanta, GA

#10 May 24, 2012
brina wrote:
I hate being black..
Wow, I feel like crying just typing this. Everyday someone has to make a comment about black people. Like in my school, there was a fight between to ghetto girls at lunch. All the black people were getting involved in it and all the white people just stood and laughed and got scared, etc . I just watched in disgust. Then, when I sat down at my lunch table, a white boy that sits at my table said" Ugh, more black girls. You know, this school would be better without black people." And then him and another white boy that sat at my table started categorizing blacks.( Stealers, Poor, Ghetto, Ugly) I just wanted to cry , so I went to the bathroom at my school and started crying silently. I'm not in any of those categories! They just think just because the majority of blacks are like that in my school, all blacks are like that!(Man I'm crying now..) Most black people in my school try to act ghetto , because they think that's the way black people act. I'm actually really smart and non-ghetto and people call me an oreo. I have all a's and a B and B-, and most people say that's really rare for a black person to have those grades. That's why they say the school would be better without blacks. I also live in a nice 2 story house in a nice neighborhood, so I'm not poor like lots of people say. I hate being categorized and stereotyped. And when I walk into stores in the mall, white people just stare and look at me like they're waiting for me to steal something. I don't steal! And, I want to be a pediatrician when I grow up, but I never see black people that are pediatricians. Maybe they are nurses or something but never pediatricians. And, I'm afraid the patients are going to say in their mind" Oh no, we have a black doctor... she's not gonna help us.." Also, many white boys in my school say blacks are ugly and they would never date a black girl. They say they never see black girls with long hair like whites. And if they do, they immediately think it's a weave or wig. That brings my self esteem down. And with all this hate blacks are getting my self esteem is REALLY low. I'm SO uncomfortable in my own skin. I'm thinking about buying skin bleaching cream from Walmart today to make my skin lighter. I even thought about killing myself.. and If this black hate gets really out of hand, I might just do it..
I don't feel loved at all in this world being a black..
Sounds like you need to stop worrying about what other people think and focus on YOU, YOUR decisions, and YOUR goals. You also need to become a more global with your social experiences. Not every black person is ghetto, and not every white person is racist. Travel outside of your city, and if you can't do that, Google African history. And don't just start at slavery; we were kings, queens, innovators, and great scientists before that and after. To hate being black is foolish and comical.

Since: Jun 08

Tulsa OK. & Lugano Switzerland

#11 May 24, 2012
Jabba Mouth wrote:
<quoted text>
Sounds like you had everything planned out. Good job. I'm guessing you aren't married and don't have kids.
Decided not to get married in high school. Decided not to have kids.
I do have a ward who prefers to be my daughter. Known her since birth and very close. She's in college now.
Also an 4yr. old Thai foster child I supported and kept in an orphanage in Thailand years ago to avoid prostitution. She was adopted by a British couple at 9yrs. She's in her late 30s now and like family. She's still holding on to that Sailor Moon doll a gave to her when we first met in Thailand.
My girlfriend has her own career,money,time off,etc.

All of my friends,past high school friends,and coworkers told me I was making a mistake. Now 1-3 divorces and 10-25 years later....
They say I'm the smart one.
Toomis

Tulsa, OK

#16 May 24, 2012
brina wrote:
I hate being black..
Life is often tough, that's just the way it is. Ignore the idiots and be yourself.
Whites are pathetic

Sicklerville, NJ

#18 May 24, 2012
brina wrote:
I hate being black..
Wow, I feel like crying just typing this. Everyday someone has to make a comment about black people. Like in my school, there was a fight between to ghetto girls at lunch. All the black people were getting involved in it and all the white people just stood and laughed and got scared, etc . I just watched in disgust. Then, when I sat down at my lunch table, a white boy that sits at my table said" Ugh, more black girls. You know, this school would be better without black people." And then him and another white boy that sat at my table started categorizing blacks.( Stealers, Poor, Ghetto, Ugly) I just wanted to cry , so I went to the bathroom at my school and started crying silently. I'm not in any of those categories! They just think just because the majority of blacks are like that in my school, all blacks are like that!(Man I'm crying now..) Most black people in my school try to act ghetto , because they think that's the way black people act. I'm actually really smart and non-ghetto and people call me an oreo. I have all a's and a B and B-, and most people say that's really rare for a black person to have those grades. That's why they say the school would be better without blacks. I also live in a nice 2 story house in a nice neighborhood, so I'm not poor like lots of people say. I hate being categorized and stereotyped. And when I walk into stores in the mall, white people just stare and look at me like they're waiting for me to steal something. I don't steal! And, I want to be a pediatrician when I grow up, but I never see black people that are pediatricians. Maybe they are nurses or something but never pediatricians. And, I'm afraid the patients are going to say in their mind" Oh no, we have a black doctor... she's not gonna help us.." Also, many white boys in my school say blacks are ugly and they would never date a black girl. They say they never see black girls with long hair like whites. And if they do, they immediately think it's a weave or wig. That brings my self esteem down. And with all this hate blacks are getting my self esteem is REALLY low. I'm SO uncomfortable in my own skin. I'm thinking about buying skin bleaching cream from Walmart today to make my skin lighter. I even thought about killing myself.. and If this black hate gets really out of hand, I might just do it..
I don't feel loved at all in this world being a black..
Ya see look at the weak recessive white males that come to this forum. They come here and never go to their own forum. That should tell ya right their they are pathetic. I would never go to a white forum.
whte skin nordic blue ice

Cape Town, South Africa

#19 May 24, 2012
"To date, over 230,000 African Americans have died of AIDS - nearly 40 percent of total deaths - and of the more than 1 million people living with HIV in the United States of America today, almost half are black.1 And yet, as a racial group, African Americans represent just 13 percent of the US population.2 The estimated lifetime risk of becoming infected with HIV is 1 in 16 for black males, and 1 in 30 for black females, a far higher risk than for white males (1 in 104) and white females (1 in 588).3 In Washington D.C, which has the nationís highest district HIV prevalence (3 percent), three-quarters of those infected with HIV are African American.4 According to the National HIV/AIDS Strategy, African Americans "comprise the greatest proportion of HIV/AIDS cases across many transmission categories, including among women, heterosexual men, injection drug users, and infants"

hahahahahaha dont kill yourself negro aids will finish you accordingly
Whites are pathetic

Sicklerville, NJ

#20 May 24, 2012
whte skin nordic blue ice wrote:
"To date, over 230,000 African Americans have died of AIDS - nearly 40 percent of total deaths - and of the more than 1 million people living with HIV in the United States of America today, almost half are black.1 And yet, as a racial group, African Americans represent just 13 percent of the US population.2 The estimated lifetime risk of becoming infected with HIV is 1 in 16 for black males, and 1 in 30 for black females, a far higher risk than for white males (1 in 104) and white females (1 in 588).3 In Washington D.C, which has the nationís highest district HIV prevalence (3 percent), three-quarters of those infected with HIV are African American.4 According to the National HIV/AIDS Strategy, African Americans "comprise the greatest proportion of HIV/AIDS cases across many transmission categories, including among women, heterosexual men, injection drug users, and infants"
hahahahahaha dont kill yourself negro aids will finish you accordingly
Not likely, the sun will finish you feeble skinned freaks off long before aids takes us out.
whte skin nordic blue ice

Cape Town, South Africa

#21 May 24, 2012
Whites are pathetic wrote:
<quoted text>
Not likely, the sun will finish you feeble skinned freaks off long before aids takes us out.
http://img.timeinc.net/time/quotes/2008/10/10...
http://i.ytimg.com/vi/hzQQiCPWSYA/0.jpg

this could have been you had slavery never existed
http://cdn.dipity.com/uploads/events/c827401f...

hahahaha X

http://troll.me/images/xzibit-yo-dawg/aids-in...
Toomis

Tulsa, OK

#22 May 24, 2012
Whites are pathetic wrote:
<quoted text>
Not likely, the sun will finish you feeble skinned freaks off long before aids takes us out.
http://sardonicpariah.files.wordpress.com/201...

You sound like a little kid. Are you going to start flinging poo poo insults. FFS
Mad Scientist

Brisbane, Australia

#23 May 24, 2012
For the OP - D*mn thats deep lol

“Reality is merely an illusion”

Level 7

Since: Apr 12

Location hidden

#24 May 24, 2012
Whites are pathetic wrote:
So you hate being black because of a few recessive white males? Don't hate yourself because of them. They are mad cause they crack and peel when the sun hits them.
Whites are not what they are cracked up to be they are genetically weaker then us be proud of who you are!!! In 500 more years there will be no white people at this rate and they know it. Non white babies as of this year OUTNUMBER white babies in USA.
No she hates them because of the ghetto ones causing fights at her school, learn to read scumbag.

“Reality is merely an illusion”

Level 7

Since: Apr 12

Location hidden

#25 May 24, 2012
Whites are pathetic wrote:
<quoted text>
Ya see look at the weak recessive white males that come to this forum. They come here and never go to their own forum. That should tell ya right their they are pathetic. I would never go to a white forum.
Lol recessive. Look at this slave mentality negro, dudes never accomplished a dam thing in his life and hes calling people pathetic.

“Reality is merely an illusion”

Level 7

Since: Apr 12

Location hidden

#26 May 24, 2012
Whites are pathetic wrote:
<quoted text>
Not likely, the sun will finish you feeble skinned freaks off long before aids takes us out.
And sickle cell disease will take you out kid
Bill

Harrisburg, PA

#27 May 24, 2012
brina wrote:
I hate being black..
Wow, I feel like crying just typing this. Everyday someone has to make a comment about black people. Like in my school, there was a fight between to ghetto girls at lunch. All the black people were getting involved in it and all the white people just stood and laughed and got scared, etc . I just watched in disgust. Then, when I sat down at my lunch table, a white boy that sits at my table said" Ugh, more black girls. You know, this school would be better without black people." And then him and another white boy that sat at my table started categorizing blacks.( Stealers, Poor, Ghetto, Ugly) I just wanted to cry , so I went to the bathroom at my school and started crying silently. I'm not in any of those categories! They just think just because the majority of blacks are like that in my school, all blacks are like that!(Man I'm crying now..) Most black people in my school try to act ghetto , because they think that's the way black people act. I'm actually really smart and non-ghetto and people call me an oreo. I have all a's and a B and B-, and most people say that's really rare for a black person to have those grades. That's why they say the school would be better without blacks. I also live in a nice 2 story house in a nice neighborhood, so I'm not poor like lots of people say. I hate being categorized and stereotyped. And when I walk into stores in the mall, white people just stare and look at me like they're waiting for me to steal something. I don't steal! And, I want to be a pediatrician when I grow up, but I never see black people that are pediatricians. Maybe they are nurses or something but never pediatricians. And, I'm afraid the patients are going to say in their mind" Oh no, we have a black doctor... she's not gonna help us.." Also, many white boys in my school say blacks are ugly and they would never date a black girl. They say they never see black girls with long hair like whites. And if they do, they immediately think it's a weave or wig. That brings my self esteem down. And with all this hate blacks are getting my self esteem is REALLY low. I'm SO uncomfortable in my own skin. I'm thinking about buying skin bleaching cream from Walmart today to make my skin lighter. I even thought about killing myself.. and If this black hate gets really out of hand, I might just do it..
I don't feel loved at all in this world being a black..


Get a good solid education and ignore these buffoons. Be superior in your grades so that when you becme an adult you will have the economic power to send them all to the devil and live your life to the full as God itended you to. A person's worth is not in his race but in his character. Don't let anyone ever convince you otherwise.

Since: May 10

Location hidden

#28 May 24, 2012
Bill wrote:
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Get a good solid education and ignore these buffoons. Be superior in your grades so that when you becme an adult you will have the economic power to send them all to the devil and live your life to the full as God intended you to. A person's worth is not in his race but in his character. Don't let anyone ever convince you otherwise.
She should also tell her parents who should seek professional counselling for her. What is not helpful is coming to a snakepit like this forum where she is exposed to the same type people who triggered her depression in the first place.
funny

Norwalk, CT

#30 May 25, 2012
sand_cracker wrote:
<quoted text>
You poor devil. At least you could write something sensible, like your fellow white racist above. You should be ashamed of yourself.
you poor nayger
tahir4bosna

Slovenia

#31 May 25, 2012
dude love what you are.

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