I'm EXTREMELY racist, but love my Black wife

[Confused Whiteman]

I want to tell you something and I think my situation is actually quite common. I am a white man who is married to a black woman. I still generally dislike other blacks and before I met her I was a border line kkk member. I think many people are like me in that they may hate most blacks but have a best friend who is black or even be married to a black woman.

I love my wife. I need her, I want her, I feel very comfortable around her, I feel with her I can be myself, she makes me laugh, I desire her intensely and no other woman can compare next to her. Simply put I love her. I will beat the living crap out of anyone who says anything to my wife. I don't have a problem going to jail for breaking someone's nose and teeth if they dare call my wife the N word. If the guy is bigger than me I will take knife and stab the mofo until he looks like the bark of the paper birch.

Now with that being said. I generally don't like blacks. I know this dichotomy is strange to many people but when you think it through it's not strange at all. I think most blacks are low level beings, borderline monkeys actually, I don't think they have a desire to learn or improve themselves. They have degenerate values that FEELS normal in their culture. I mostly hide my feelings from my wife because I don't want to hurt her but this is how I honestly feel.

[Confused Whiteman]

When I first meet my wife the first thought was yuck a dirty black monkey. But than I heard her voice, there was something in her voice that made my heart stop. We made eye contact and right away I felt a connection. At that point I saw her as a person and what she looked like didn't bother me anymore. I couldn't believe it myself. I told myself this was nothing more than a fetish. I wanted to indulge in bestiality and try some black p*ssy that's all. If I just effed her than I'll get her out of my system. So I asked her out and we starting dating. From the very beginning I felt so comfortable with her. I didn't feel as if I had to put up a front or pretend. I could just be myself and I could tell she liked me too.

The first time she allowed me to make love to her was like heaven. I had never felt that sexual and emotional connection with any woman. Still at the back of my head I told myself shes black. I can't fall in love with a black woman. And so I started to distance myself from her. Still I couldn't get her out of my head. I wanted her and the thought of any other man touching her drove me insane. And so I asked her to marry me and luckily for me she said yes. My whole family refused to attend the wedding. I didn't care, I loved her and I wanted to make her mine.

We've been together for about 6 years now. We've had our ups and downs like any couple and you know what I've found out? Despite the fact that I am still generally racist we have never had a fight over race. I have never, never, never gotten upset with her because she was a black woman. It was always other stuff, stuff that other couples fought about.

Yes so I am a racist but for some strange reason I need her and I love her. I see her as different from other black people. I don't see her race. I see her personality when I look at her. I see.......my wife, my companion, my love.

[Monkey Shines]

This won't end well.

[ROMPER STOMPER II]

I think your condition occurs more often than people think. From my experience , I've seen it more than a few times....White dudes like Mexican women but not the men , Black dudes like White chicks but piss on the guys , PR dudes like Black women but the hell with the men. Not as often with the womenfolk , but I've seen it.
Can't really explain it.

[rjdy]

you are seriously a sick mofo....you need help...no you need therapy...

Your wife is a dumb bitch, If I was her I would run a mile!!

[everyone loves chocolate]

This is so disgusting on so many different levels

[rjdy]

Oh and about the black people not wanting to improve themselves, I will have to say WAKE UP!!
I see many white people that are sitting on there arses and living off my taxes....:-/

Grow up, thats what you need to do!!
Damn, I hope you don't have kids! I dread to think what you would do to them!!

[BruceIsTheMan]

its like this alot. but i dont know what you are talking about having 'black friends'. why the eff would any self respecting wm be following some bm around? i am proud to say i dont know any bm i really call friends. there are some i knew in school who i might speak to in public but im not hanging out with them or inviting them to my house. if for nothing else because it just makes you look bad. big reason why i quit listening to 'black music' too.

but its like this.'racism' is only for men. italians like bw a lot of times but if a bm even comes around it will be a problem lol. and it goes the other way too. bm get ww (fat and ugly 9/10) and think they are hurting us. i dont see anything wrong with it. you sound a little like a troll though. and i also dislike ww in general.

[Confused Whiteman]

I'm just trying to be honest and if you don't like it, so be it. To answer your question, no, we don't have kids. I'm not sure if I want to bring mixed race children into the world.

[rjdy]

you are soooooooooo sad......you obviously have a lot of HATRED for EVERYONE!
The funny thing is the way you say following BM around LOL! Well if you have to FOLLOW your friends around than that proves what a sad little outcast you are!

Get with the times you little racists!
In todays multi cultural society, Racism has NO place!! Now go and vote for your little BNP party...which I will add is the minority!
You will never win...! LOL

[BruceIsTheMan]

Confused Whiteman wrote:

I'm just trying to be honest and if you don't like it, so be it. To answer your question, no, we don't have kids. I'm not sure if I want to bring mixed race children into the world.

why? ww dont seem to have a problem with it. i plan to have some white kids too. but it will have to be with a noble ww who hasnt been defiled by a negro :D but honestly i also enjoy spending time with bw more too. now anyway. i may change my mind.

[rjdy]

Confused Whiteman wrote:

I'm just trying to be honest and if you don't like it, so be it. To answer your question, no, we don't have kids. I'm not sure if I want to bring mixed race children into the world.

YES and I am just trying to be honest with you!!

You really are sick are'nt you....I would advice you seek help immediately!! Its worrying to think men like you exist!!

[rjdy]

BruceIsTheMan wrote:

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why? ww dont seem to have a problem with it. i plan to have some white kids too. but it will have to be with a noble ww who hasnt been defiled by a negro :D but honestly i also enjoy spending time with bw more too. now anyway. i may change my mind.

And as for you....WELL you live in brighton..that explain's it all!!

[everyone loves chocolate]

Confused Whiteman wrote:

I'm just trying to be honest and if you don't like it, so be it. To answer your question, no, we don't have kids. I'm not sure if I want to bring mixed race children into the world.

Does your wife know that?? How can you exclude ONE Black person from the rest? Wouldn't a normal person see that as proof that race doesn't determine a person's actions or behavior? Or would that make too much sense?

It just seems dumb when I see people who let race determine so much for them. I feel bad for your wife.

[rjdy]

Oh hidden location...sorry I retract that statement! All I have to say is if you dont like black women...keep your racist, naive, iggnorant hands off!! SIMPLE AS!

WOW you are both SICK!

[BruceIsTheMan]

rjdy wrote:

you are soooooooooo sad......you obviously have a lot of HATRED for EVERYONE!
The funny thing is the way you say following BM around LOL! Well if you have to FOLLOW your friends around than that proves what a sad little outcast you are!
Get with the times you little racists!
In todays multi cultural society, Racism has NO place!! Now go and vote for your little BNP party...which I will add is the minority!
You will never win...! LOL

lol whites in NY hold it down (well russians italians and albanians and people like that). we arent fairies like you brits. we can be racist if we want to. but when i say following bm around i picture someone like yourself thinking it makes him look cool being seen with a bm when in reality IN EVERYONES EYES it just makes you look pathetic. and i admit that i have looked up to some older friends but they were not black.

and the bnp? pretty sure that is just england. irrelevant to me.

[BruceIsTheMan]

rjdy wrote:

Oh hidden location...sorry I retract that statement! All I have to say is if you dont like black women...keep your racist, naive, iggnorant hands off!! SIMPLE AS!
WOW you are both SICK!

and i am from NY you dumba** everybody here knows that. it looks like im banned now though because my posts are only showing up when i sign in. BRIGHTON BEACH!!!! brighton and hove is where the baddest mofos in the city are and they are all white. not saying anything against italians :D

[BruceIsTheMan]

oh not that brighton. lol

[xoxoTAKxoxo]

I don't understand, how can you love someone, yet hate where they come from? I like white guys a lot, but I don't have an issue with white women or any other whites. Why would I? Without them there would be no white men. So it's a contridiction, because do you dislike you wife's brother, dad, uncles, other family or friends?

[BruceIsTheMan]

xoxoTAKxoxo wrote:

I don't understand, how can you love someone, yet hate where they come from? I like white guys a lot, but I don't have an issue with white women or any other whites. Why would I? Without them there would be no white men. So it's a contridiction, because do you dislike you wife's brother, dad, uncles, other family or friends?

most bw fathers were nowhere around. but maybe its not ok to call it 'racist' if by that you mean disliking a whole race. bm are arrogant and from where im looking at it have way too many people kissing their a##. bw are the opposite. it seems like society beats them down and they usually have a low opinion of themselves.(not that they should). to me bw and bm are completely different so i dont see this as a contradiction.