I love my shape and I think I would probably have paid for breast implants if I wasn't lucky enough to be naturally busty.
I love the coulour of my skin... I think I'm incredibly lucky to be this caramel shade.
As for my personality, a guy has to find my body attractive first before he investigates my sense of humour and personality :)
Sharlimarr, you have learnt to live with how you look. AFter a while, you just accept yourself the way it is...but behind your sub-consciousness, you do know its not a healthy life-style...this is why you need a partner ( a man ) and i mean a supportive and loving partner in your life, to help you along to a more healthier lifestyle.
This is one of reasons why you have and show strong signs of low self esteem. You can't be all flamboyant with how you look.
You need to change your eating habits, have a trainer to help you along...in a mmatter of months, you will see a big change that you thought never existed and whole perspective on life witll change.